Things get real

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Meredith took a leave of absence because her mental health was now deteriorating to the point in which it was unsafe for her to be around patients. Addie was still working although the chief eventually spoke to her and she went on a leave of absence as well.Addie is still not doing well, throwing fits, constant self harm and dangerous behaviour while Meredith still keeps her struggles on the down low from Addison, as to not spook her or get her more worked up.

Christina woke up and checked on both of the girls sleeping soundly in their rooms, she went downstairs and made them food from their meal plans because Richard has told them they will not be allowed work unless they go to the hospitals psychiatrist Dr Wyatt. Addisons meal plan had less calories than Merediths just because Meredith can manage more than Addie(for the time being), so Christina makes Addie a smoothie with milk protein powder and some fruit, and Meredith toast and butter with some apple slices.

Eventually Addie and Meredith wake up and Christina sits them down and makes them eat their food but this time it's different this time it's not Addie kicking off it's Meredith.

Addisons POV-
We were at the dinner table eating breakfast although I felt like shit I was trying to recover so I was complying with Dr Wyatt's meal plan, I noticed Christina whispering to Meredith rubbing her hands over her back and telling her "just take a bite mer" I was really confused at first but then I realised she's struggling as well as me, I only thought she went to a psych for follow ups because obviously she had been in a ward for her eating disorder before. Meredith started kicking off big time and it was terrifying, she was screaming and shouting she grabbed a knife and slit her wrists right in-front of Christina and I. We both immediately ran over to her Christina grabbing a suture kit and me holding her shaking bony body. I started to cry I was doing well in terms of my recovery and to see Meredith, the person who got me to this place mentally, seeing her so unable to control herself was so awful to me. I knew I had to recover to help Meredith I loved this girl with all of my heart, I didn't think I liked her romantically at this point but I guess I did, I felt a spark ignite in me, I was determined to help Meredith get better.

Merediths POV-
I couldn't eat the meal I knew I couldn't I started kicking off crying and screaming, I slit my wrists with a steak knife "fuck you Christina your trying to make me obese why would you do this to me" I shouted at my person, my best friend, my whole world, I fell to the ground and I felt this body pick me up and cradle me. I knew it wasn't Christina because this person was thinner than I, soon I realised it was Addie she pulled me to her lap and cried into my shoulder "I'm sorry Meredith I'm going to get better so I can look after you like you did for me just a mere few weeks ago" this touched me, I loved being in addies arms they were warm and the way her body felt against mine was amazing, I knew she was hot but I never imagined actually having some kind of romantic feeling towards her but I was feeling something, and I liked it, I liked it a lot.

HOW DO YOU LIKE THIS, how long do you want the chapters to be because I can start to make them longer if you guys are enjoying this story.

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