Right person, right time

Almost

Smut ahead

Addison pushes Meredith against their bedroom door wrapping one arm round the blondes waist and cupping her face with the other, they were desperately kissing because neither of them had been mentally well enough to do this, Meredith tangles her hands into Addisons gorgeous deep red hair and pulls slightly causing a moan to slip from Addisons mouth, Addison parts her lips as Meredith glides her tongue across her teeth to ask for an entrance, she explores every crevice of Addisons mouth sucking her tongue lightly as she goes

"Oh Meredith more please"

"Greedy" Meredith growls into the redhead's mouth as she lifts Addison up onto the wall while unbuttoning her shirt at the same time, Addison now just has a bra and trousers on as she carries her onto the bed and rips off Addisons trousers to reveal red lace lingerie

"Oh Addie your stunning are you sure your ready for this?"

"I'm fine Meredith now fuck me now please!" Addison said with desperation in her voice

"As you wish" that said Meredith unclasps addisons bra and throws it to the other side of the room, she starts kissing down Addisons neck eventually stopping at her jugular and started sucking and biting on that area which sent Addison wild

"Oh oh gosh Mer"

Meredith now moves onto Addisons full breasts and takes one into her mouth gently sucking and very lightly biting her hard nipple while simultaneously massaging the other one

"FUCK Mer I need you in me right now stop with your teasing!"

Meredith just looks up all the while continuing to pleasure her. She looks into Addisons green eyes, and Meredith just smirks and continued. As Meredith was pulling Addisons pants off Meredith could feel Addison tense up she pulled back

"Keep going Mer it's fine I'm fine"

Meredith was still unsure but she continued until she felt Addison tense up again she stopped and pulled Addisons pants back on and sat up

"Addie your not ready and I want our first time to be magical I don't want to make you feel uncomfortable at all so let's just snuggle and kiss okay"

"Thank you Mer I appreciate that I wasn't ready I just wanted to please you" Addison started to sniffle slightly so Meredith crawled behind Addison and pulled her into her lap and rocked her gently while she cried.

"Mer I never thought it would be this hard ya know having sex again, I was so ready and it was ruined I'm sorry Mer I really really am"

"Don't be sorry Addison it's okay to not be ready we can just continue with taking it slow and once you have healed enough then we can try again"

The two fall asleep in each other's embrace and drift of in a nice dream

Addisons POV-

"Mark leave me the fuck alone stop please stop"

"No you stupid bitch"

*Mark continued to violently rape Addison and eventually knock her out*

End dream

I woke up in a cold sweat shaking, the night terrors were the worst I started to scream I was hallucinating Mark in my bedroom at this point, its horrible I'm so scared I curl up and bash my head against the side table

"Mark get the fuck out of my head now now now go away go away go away"

"Addie, what's up" Meredith woke up to find me  bashing my head I could see the terror and worry in her eyes I felt bad but i needed it to stop

"Shhhh it's okay sleep my darling don't worry okay"

"I love you Mer"

"You too Addie"

Next morning

Merediths POV-

I wake up to the smell of bacon rashers it smells Devine, I hear Addison plodding up the stairs in her usual manor

"Morning Mer I made some pancakes and bacon"

"Lovely babe let's eat before we head in to work for the afternoon"

Addison and I are doing a phased return to work Addison has one c section today and I have an appy so nothing complicated, I slowly eat my food because I am quite nervous but Addie and I have been doing quite well, I'm going to ask her to marry me soon I love her and I know I want to spend the rest of my life with her I just can't think of the right time.

We finish breakfast and chill out for a little bit before piling into the car to head to the hospital, Bailey greets us at the entrance I'm on her service today getting to perform the appy myself but she is observing

"Bye Addie see you soon my love"

"Have a good appy Mer wait for me yeh?"

"Of course"

Bailey walks me to the patients room and we explain the procedure once again to him just to make sure he is comfortable which he is so we exit

"Meredith when you gonna propose to Addison I mean you guys are soulmates just get on with it already"

"Shh Bailey I have been thinking about it I just want to wait until she is over her rape I don't want to rush her she is sensitive at the moment"

"Ah I see, okay let's go scrub in my intern is almost done prepping the patient"

Me and Bailey scrub in and do the procedure everything goes to plan apart from one bleeder everything went smoothly it only took 1.5-2 hours I scrubbed out and went to my locker where I saw izzie and Alex

"Hey iz hey Alex"

"Hey mer how was your appy"

"Good nothing went horribly wrong how was your day"

"Good Mer I was on ob with Addison and Alex was on peds, see u later" izzie hugs Meredith and leaves hand in hand with Alex, Meredith giggles to herself and goes to find Addison in the lobby.

Addison was there waiting for me she gave me a kiss on the lips and pulled me to the car

"I love you Mer I love you so so much"

"I love you too Addison let's go home so we can cuddle and kiss"

Addison drove home this time and they arrived rather quickly as soon as they got in the bedroom Addison lifted Meredith onto the wall and kissed her passionately, they finally settled for the night Meredith had a plan for proposal little did she know Addison had the same ideas.