The Big, Bad Wolf...? Legoshi x Reader

Rehearsal (Day 1)

Dear Diary

I'm at play rehearsal, but since I'm just a background character in this play and we aren't actually doing any scenes I'm in today, I'm free for three hours and forty five minutes. The only reason I actually came here today is because I like listening to the actors rehearse and pretend I'm someone in the audience. Like, acting is alright and everything, but I feel like I would like it a lot more if I wasn't only recruited because of my 'backstory.' I really wish I could have been recruited because of talent, and not because my dad had a fatal tumor.

Anyways- haha, that got dark quick. But yeah, anyways, we're doing the play of Fiddler on the Roof. I'm just one of the background characters. Not that I would want a bigger role, I'm actually pretty happy with this small one. Or- as they say, 'there are no small roles, only small actors.' Uh... yeah- that's not insulting at all. I've never liked that saying. It's like they're saying it's your fault that you've been cast as a small role. Like sometimes it's because you're just plain not a good actor. But a lot of the time it's not that you're a bad actor, just that there was someone who tried out that happened to be better than you.

I keep getting depressing... Lemme try to write about something a little- happier. (Or as Hina would say, 'hapier.') Well, I have some baby muffins with me. That's pretty cool.

Alright, fine. It's obvious that I'm skating around the most prominent thing in my life right now. Stupid Legoshi. He's in stage crew, so he's all the way up at the top of the risers. I'm still trying to think of what to do about Legoshi's- I mean... I guess it was a- love letter. But uh, yeah. I don't know what to do, say, or even think.

Legoshi... Why'd you have to go and open your big mouth? Your big mouth full of teeth...

Sharp, razor-like teeth...

Gah, why can't I stop thinking about him...? Could it be that maybe I-

Nope nope noooope! I am closing off that road and never going down it again! I won't let myself.

Oh, I just got a text from Hina. I better read it.

Oh, Hina. You just don't know when to give up... I'll attach the screenshots of what she sent me.

Hina...

Ugh!!!!!

You know what? Fine! I cave!

I will go. I'll ask Legoshi if he wants to hang out. There's a 20 minute break in 36 minutes. I'll ask him then. I'm planning out what I'll say in here. And don't judge my process, ok?

Haha, I don't know why I'm so embarrassed to write this, it's not like anyone'll be reading it...

Ok, so... I could just walk up to him and ask if he wants to go somewhere... but I don't know that just doesn't really feel right. I could write him a note, maybe. Actually I think that might be a good idea. But what should I write in it? I'm gonna write a few drafts and I'll add a picture of the final product.

Oh, god, there's only 8 minutes until the break. Why am I so nervous?! I think I should ask someone to give it to him for me. Hina's not here, so not her.

Hm... I don't really think I trust anyone else to give it to him besides Hina. I mean- Ellen and I are sorta friends. Well, more like glorified acquaintances. But she doesn't seem like the type of person who would read it or make fun of it or anything. Or maybe she is and she's just a really good actor. I mean, this is drama club; you never know...

You know what, I think I'm just gonna take it to him on my own. I'm not a pup, I'm a big fox, I can do this!

...well, maybe I'll just leave it somewhere he can find it...

Alright, 3 minutes to go. Come on, Y/N, you can do this! Who's afraid of the big, bad wolf?! Certainly not I!

Ok, it's show time! I think he went to the bathroom. Be back in a minute.