Still Rehearsal... (Day 2)

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Dear Diary


I put the note on the podium where Legoshi works the spotlights.

Ugh, I just noticed I'm wringing my tail... I only do that when I'm nervous. I have anxiety, so I end up doing that a lot, haha. It's not a specific type, just GAD. In the past, some of my teachers didn't know that and I got yelled at for 'fidgeting.' Yeah, that just did wonders for my anxiety. But still, I wonder what he'll say.

I'm starting to regret giving him my number a bit. What if it turns out he's super creepy and texts me non-stop? Yeah, I could just get a new phone number, but that could take a while. And then I'd have to reset all my contacts. And- call me lazy, but I really don't feel like doing that.

Oop- well, if I was gonna make a change, it's too late now. Legoshi walked back into the room. He's heading up the risers... I'm getting outta here, I don't want him to see me; Even if that means I won't be able to see him.

Gah! I'm holding my tail again... I really wish I had a more subtle coping mechanism. I usually don't even notice when I do this; I've been doing it forever. So anyone can tell if I'm anxious. Which I guess can come in handy sometimes. Like, for example if Hina notices, she'll comfort me. She's such a good friend...

I wonder if I should still ask Kasia and Juno if I can sleep in their room with them. Probably, just to be safe. I mean, we did evolve paranoia for a reason. I'm gonna lay low for a little bit, I don't really want to see Legoshi for a little bit.

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