𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 ❥︎𝒉𝒊𝒔𝒐𝒌𝒂

Ch.46| forgive me

| I'm so sorry for the slow update, i was working on a new book that I might publish soon :) |

(nsfwish ig)

It felt like a knife to her heart. 

"Ah I see."

His eyes widened as he realized what he said. "Wait that's not-" "No, no! I know what you're trying to say!"

Hissing, Akari shoved him to the side, furiously rummaging through her bag before finding what she'd been looking for. And if it was even possible, Hisoka's eyes widened more. 

"Akari-"

Tossing Hisoka the black gloves he'd given her, Akari twisted the ring on her finger as she watched his reaction. His clenched jaw went slack with his lips parted in disbelief. 

"Tell me you don't really mean to give them back~?" 

"I do."

It surprised her as he faltered, the gloves slipping through his fingers. "Akari~" Hisoka's voice was nothing more than a whisper. "Please~ Don't do this.." "Too late. Get-"

Quickly composing herself and wiping the tears away, Akari pointed to the door. "Get out. I hope I never see you again." She was startled by how her voice sounded so confident, despite how empty she felt. 

His arms shot out, encasing her into his chest. 

"Let. Me. Go." 

Hisoka didn't respond from next to her, his head pressed against her shoulder.

"Leave now before I call the troupe. They're just dying to get a hold of you." Akari threatened, squirming in his arms. 

"Just let me stay the night, please~?"

"No."

"Darling-"

"...My answer's the same."

She tensed as she felt her body being lifted and her hands shot out to grasp his arms. "PUT ME-" "Akari~" "-DOWN NOW!" 

"AKARI!" 

Her nails dug into his forearm, breaking skin. Hisoka refused to release her as he started a slow walk towards her bed.

"Calm down, Akari~!" "No!" She hissed, eyes starting to blur with the promise of tears. "Leave me alone, you've done enough Hisoka!"

His body paused at her words, her statement no doubt causing him to think about his actions.

"Darling calm down~" Hisoka's voice turned cold and she flinched, nails digging into his back for support. "St-stop Hisoka. Just leave me al-" 

"We both know I can't do that."

Continuing his walk to her bed, Akari's body tensed as she swallowed quickly-waiting for him to place her. 'then i'll force him to leave, as soon as he lets go of me' But, of course, Hisoka did the opposite, plopping down on the edge of the bed with her still wrapped between his arms.

"Why. Why can't you just leave alone?" Akari breathed, head pressed against his chest while her hands clenched his shirt. She could feel his heart beating rapidly as he remained silent, hugging her tighter into him.

"I'm-" He hesitated before trying again. "I'm sorry. I really, truly am~"

Akari found something about Hisoka apologizing- and to her, no less-extremely unsettling.

Yet she still muttered, "You should be, asshole." 'he doesn't care about me, he doesn't care about me, he doe-' Pressing his head against her shoulder again, Hisoka pressed light kisses along her jaw.