𝘛𝘏𝘙𝘌𝘌 𝘠𝘌𝘈𝘙𝘚 | 𝘌. 𝘑𝘢𝘦𝘨𝘦𝘳

3

-A few weeks later-

You were now driving to Eren house. He texted you asking if you could come over to his house. You had to reread the messages he send to make sure you were reading right. Eren Asked YOU to come over to his house.

As you drove and got closer to his house you felt a tingling feeling in your stomach like butterflies flying around. You were nervous, really nervous. Your hands were sweating and you finally got to his house.

You breathed in and breathed out trying to get the courage to knock on his door. Your hand rose to knock on the door but each time you tried to knock you'll feel a wave of nervousness wash over you.

Eren saw you pull up and he saw how nervous you were to knock. He smirked and opened the door, your hand crushed against his chest as you felt a wave of embarrassment wash over you. "Nervous aren't we?" He spoke up.

"N-no? Why would I be nervous?" You asked "I don't know you tell me beautiful" he curved his lips into a cocky smirk as he starred down at you.

"Come on in Y/n" he stepped aside letting you walk in into his house. "Yeah..." you smiled and walked in. His house was cold but it smelled good. "Are you cold?" He asked "I'm fine" you replied.

"Want something to drink?"
"Sure"

"Sit down Y/n" he pointed at the couch. You nodded like a well trained dog and sat down on the couch. He entered his kitchen and grabbed 2 sodas. "Here" he sat down as he handed you your soda, if anything to close to you.

"So...what now? What did you need to talk about?" You asked trying to avoid eye contact with him. "Look at me first...." He put his hand on your thigh and began to roam his hand up and down.

You tensed up a bit and gave a small nervous chuckle. "What's wrong? Sorry was it uncomfortable...." He asked. "N-no i Just i didn't expect it, sorry." You replied, Eren stopped his hand and looked at you for a moment.

"Sorry..." he gave a small smile and placed his hand on his lap. "It's fine" you giggled, you seen his lips curve into a small smile and then his face went serious again.

He looked tired. Frustrated. Like he wanted to talk to someone but there wasn't no one he could talk too.

"Are you okay? You seem tired?" You softly asked "I'm fine it's just Mikasa" he informed, "she's just too toxic" he informed. "I see, I hope that anything you two are frustrated about you guys can solve it" you gave him a small sad smile. "It's cause she doesn't understands me. I love her but she doesn't love me the way I want to be loved. She only shows me real love or affection when she feels like I might leave her. she shows me different emotions all the time" he frustratedly sighed.

You didn't want to give your opinion on something that Dosent have to do with you, it wasn't your place to interfere, but maybe he needs advice. "Well I mean have you tried talking to her about it? Communication is always the solution" you replied.

The frustration could be seen all over his face, he has been holding it in for months and he never spoke about it to no one. Armin is always the one to talk to Mikasa when Eren and her argue but what about him? Armin thinks Eren doesn't care but he does.

"I just want to be loved the correct way, I've tried talking to her about it but she cuts me off and starts a whole new argument about it, I'm tired of arguing all the time".

"When she shows me love is only for the fear that I might leave, she doesn't love me yet she's scared I'll leave" tears began to form.

Your soft smile faded away, you didn't know if what you were going to say and do is correct but he needs attention and you'll give him what he wants for the moment you're in his house.

You took a hold of his hand and cupped it in between yours. "Break up with her. She's hurting you and she doesn't care, her company is just bringing you down and hurting your self esteem" you gave him a slight squeeze on his hand. "But talk with her again and if she doesn't change for your sake then she really doesn't love you".

He let tears fall, he wanted to be the person who doesn't care for Mikasa but she's been there for him his whole life since they were kids. And even if things go wrong she's been with him in his toughest times.

He didn't answer anymore, you got scared and let go of his hand, you were afraid you might of said the wrong thing and he'll yell at you for trying to ruin his relationship, but he was thinking the opposite.

He finally cried in front of someone talking about Mikasa, after months of holding it in he finally talked about it.

"I think I'll leave-" he cut you off with a hug. He wrapped his arms around your waist and rested his head on your shoulder. His sobs made your heart break into pieces, you didn't like seeing people cry. "I don't know what to do" he sobbed.

You wrapped your arms around him too and began to play with his hair, maybe a hug is what he needed.

"It's fine to not know what to do, it'll be alright" You ran your fingers through the back of his head, his sobs began to fade.

"Don't push me away please I just want to be loved" he hugged you tighter as he buried his face into your neck.

You smelled good, your scent was relaxing. And he smelled good too, his cologne was intoxicating, he smelled good.

He mentally thanked you for your affection, the way you talked so softly, played with his hair, understood him, made him feel good.

He was loving the way you'll hold him, it was different from Mikasas hugs, Mikasa hugs would always feel forced or cold but yours felt sincere and warm.

A few minutes passed, you two were in silence while still in the hug. "Y/n?" Eren broke the silence "hm?" You hummed back. "Am I worthless?" He asked, "what?" You cupped his cheeks and pulled him away from the hug a little and looked him in the eyes.

"You are not worthless Eren, don't let a toxic relationship question your worth. You're a nice guy, and with all respect very handsome too" you softly smiled.

You didn't want to be rude and call someone's boyfriend handsome without at least saying "respectfully".

His tears slid down his cheeks but you whipped them away with your thumb. "I don't want to get in between you and Mikasa. This was all some sort of advise, if you want to continue how you are then that's fine but you're only hurting yourself" your hands left his cheeks as he felt the cold hit his face again.

"I'm leaving now. Get some rest" giving him advise may help him navigate in his heart and mind and find out what he wants.