𝘛𝘏𝘙𝘌𝘌 𝘠𝘌𝘈𝘙𝘚 | 𝘌. 𝘑𝘢𝘦𝘨𝘦𝘳

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______EREN POV_____

I have my hands on the steering wheel, Yelena on the passenger seat as she's about to fall asleep. I'm surprised she isn't saying something, she has that habit of always having her mouth running with stupid shit to say, I'll admit it's really funny.

The reason shes so quiet is because her and Pieck are in an argument right now. Yelena can't seem to control herself when she sees an attractive girl, she slipped up and ended up in a girls bed last night, Pieck found out, and whatever happened, happened.

"You want me to go drop you off at the house or you want to go somewhere else?" I ask "house. And why are you dropping me off? Are you going somewhere?" She asks.

"Y/n's house." I say and she smirks.

"Falling in love all over again huh?" Since Yelena was the only one out of the rest that actually knew Y/n, i always talked to her about y/n.

She listened, but always shoved it in my face that she had kissed her.

"Yes, i never stopped loving her." And with a smile i can't wait to get home and hug her.

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I enter her house with the spare key she gave me. She's not here, and instead I'm greeted with Haru.

"Haru?" I ask, she looks at me and her eyes widened.

I almost didn't recognize her. She has changed so much from the last time I saw her.

"Eren?" She asks "omg what the fuck are you doing here?" She asks shockingly. "Um i...." I thought y/n would've told her about our recounter.

I'm aware Haru works as a forensic science FBI agent. Both her and Y/n work for the FBI, Haru's job is just completely different and I'm aware it should take up a lot of her time.

"Where's y/n?" i ask ignoring her previous question.

"Um... I don't know. I came here and don't find her, her car is not outside either."

I noticed that.

Linda comes around the corner, y/n's house mate.

She sees us and smiles "good evening you two" she speaks. I offer a small smile before a loud thud is heard behind me.

I turn around quickly, my eyes widening at the sight of y/n on the floor, blood making a small pool under her face as I rush towards her.

"Baby! What happened?!" I quickly sit her up, pinching the bridge of her nose as my hand gets covered in her blood.

Her eyes are closed and I now realize she fainted.

Haru is next to her, worry and concern written all over her face as she holds on to y/n's hand tightly.

As I'm lifting y/n up in my arms I hear Linda speaking on the phone, telling someone to hurry up and get here as soon as possible.

"The doctor is on his way, take her upstairs" Linda worriedly speaks as I rush upstairs.

Haru follows behind me and I make sure to keep y/n's head up to prevent her from choking on her own blood.

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"She needs to rest, she is really shaken up by what happened and my guess would be that someone must've did or said something to shaken something she went through, i gave her some painkillers, she said her body hurt, i also gave her something that will make her sleep the whole night. Have a goodnight all of you." The doctor gives us a smile before he leaves.

Haru sits on the edge of the mattress, tears sliding down her cheeks as she places her hand on y/n's ankle.

I wanted to ask about her trauma. I never knew y/n had trauma from her pass. I wanted to ask Haru but I was sure she would tell me to wait until y/n woke up, so I decided to just stay quiet and lay down next to y/n as both Haru and I fell asleep against her.

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The next morning Haru was gone by 8:30

She left a sticky note saying she had to go to work, but that she'll come see y/n at night.

As I put the sticky note down y/n voice makes me look over at her. I quickly sit next to her and place my hand on her cheek as a small smile makes it way into my lips.

"How are you feeling?" I ask.

"My heard hurts" she speaks and then her eyes start to get watery as she's about to cry. I lean down more until my lips are against her forehead and one of my arms is underneath her head, hugging her.

"What happened last night baby?" I ask and she starts crying harder as she grips my shirt tightly in her hands. It gives me an urge to cry myself because I hate seeing her like this.

"Calm down its okay, it's okay you're with me, no one else is here but us, just us." I reassured her and she slowly started to stop crying and only sniffle.

"She had someone called me through a private number the day I dropped you off.... They said something but then hung up, yesterday they called again and he told me to meet him at the park at the end of 95. They told me not to bring anyone. My mother showed up with some other bodyguards, and i wasn't afraid that she showed up, or that she hit me, or that her body guards held me, I have the strength, I have the technique to bring them down, i trained for it. But there's only so much I can take whenit comes to her...." She explains as her crying starts to pick up again.

"There's things that never die, and even if I think I've surpassed the trauma she gave me, I can't. I'll never recover from it no matter how much I convince myself I am over it. And when I saw her everything just reminded me of my father.

She was gonna lock me in a dark place again. She threatened me to do it, i don't want to I never want to be alone in a dark place for hours like before, I don't.... Wan..na" she chokes on her words and i lift her up until she's on top of me, i hug her tight as a tear rolls down my cheek.

"Were You...." I couldn't even bring myself to say it.

"I was mentally and physically abused on the daily basis Eren. My life hasn't always been perfect, i wasn't allowed in many things. My mother would put me in a dark closet with no light, no food, no AC, just me and the dark for hours, for almost a day. I would get hit if I did any small mistake, if I played outside with kids like any normal kid. If I got dirty, if I didn't eat enough if l my attitude was a certain way. For everything" she explains and i hug her more tightly because that's the only thing I could do right now. Just hold her as she tells me things I never knew of, of things she hid so well one could think she had a perfect life.

"I'm so sorry.... I... didn't know, I-" I cut myself off because no matter what I say, I can't stop the fear she has, the way her heart is pounding so fast. So I hug her to me as much as I can before we both stay silent, her sniffles are the only noise being made.

"I love you Y/n..."