𝘛𝘏𝘙𝘌𝘌 𝘠𝘌𝘈𝘙𝘚 | 𝘌. 𝘑𝘢𝘦𝘨𝘦𝘳

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"Good afternoon, thank you for coming. I won't beat around the bush, I need this approval as quick as possible."

Everyone's attention is on me. I take a deep breath and start.

"Who we're planning this attack against isn't just anyone, I'm sure we're all aware of who this person is and who they are to me."

"However I don't care and I'm willing to do anything in my power to bring her down. That's why I've taken this opportunity that was given to me."

"Alfredo Diaz is a body guard that has worked for my mother for many years. According to these papers he was hired on 1990."

I turn on the tv projector behind me and a picture of a document with a picture of Alfredo, background and information of him is printed in black ink.

"He has reached out to me, wanting an outing. I have known him for many years practically since I could remember. There is no way of knowing if what he's doing is a trap from my mother to get me.... But even so I want to take the risk. This is what I signed up for.

Alfredo wants a new identity in return of getting me years of information from everything my mother has done. These are documents that could end her in an instant. Documents I've made several copy's of.

I need this approval from everyone. I need the support. And I need the power. I've send everyone emails with more information. Detailed information. Please review it and let me know if I have you all's approval."

The director looks at me with a smile and closes his computer.

"You have my approval Agent. Do what you need. You have all of our support."

That's all I needed.

_________

"So what are you gonna do now?" Haru asks as I take a swig of my beer.

"I'm starting those documents tonight. The faster I have those identity's the faster I can get you know who and his family out of there."

Haru gives me a worried look. Of course she would.

"Don't worry, you don't have to worry about me. This is what I signed up for. The day I signed that paper in the head quarters I knew I was ready to be killed any day.... But I won't go down without bringing that woman down with me."

Her eyes get teary and her head now rest against my shoulder.

"Don't say that. Don't say that when you almost died in my arms a couple days ago."

I heard banging on the door. The bangs got louder and my sight just got fuzzier. I felt like I couldn't breath. I felt cold.... Very very cold.

As the door was pushed open the lights went out and I woke up to see Haru sitting next to me, her hand feeling so warm against my colder one.

I smile and wrap an arm around her shoulders.

Soon we start talking about Enzo and the way her mouth drops each second is so funny.

"So you've been getting taken care of huh? Was it good though?" I laugh.

"It was amazing."

"What about Eren?" His name makes my stomach turn. I haven't talked to him in over a week.

I've been so busy I haven't had time to process what I saw.... And now it's finally dawning down on me.

Seeing her on his lap.... Kissing him while he looked so relaxed. While he had just came back from spending the day with me.... Like he wasn't in my bed hours prior.

I was dumb to think him and I could be something more.

He's used to sleeping with who wants and coming to me when he wants while I wait for him.

"That's over. Eren is the past. Somewhere he should've stayed." As if I'm calling him with my thoughts he suddenly sits beside me.

Appearing when he needs me.

Well that's over.

He waits for me to say something but I don't instead I just wave to the waiter.

"I wanna close out. Thank you."

"No. You've been gone a whole week. For a whole week you've disappeared without saying a word without letting me know how-"

I cut him off. I'm so tired of his hypocrisy.

"Eren stop talking. I'm tired of this. Of us. What do you care if I disappear or not. Leave me alone we're over. We're not even over because we were never even anything I was just the dumb girl who fell in love with someone who doesn't know what he wants."

I grab my card off the counter as Haru gets out of her seat.

"You come to me house, wanting help and then you disappear like nothing. I've called you. You've blocked me-"

"Do you want me to cheer for you after what I saw. You spend the whole day with me only to come home and have another girl on you how do you think that makes me feel Eren? Like trash." My throat feels like there's a lump and it hurts to even talk while trying to not cry.

"You don't even know what happened that night. You don't even know what happened when I got home. I've never asked you for anything other than telling me what it is you want from me.... But not even that can you do."

I look behind him and there Nena is.

I scoff.

"Stay with who you want. I've been getting well taken care of anyways."

Haru coughs "Enzo." And then we walk away my heart feeling heavy, my body feeling hot with anger.

I feel him behind me and immediately he grabs my arm, turning me around to face him as his other hand grips my other arm.

"You've been messing with Enzo?" His voice is lingering with anger and yet I stand my ground and don't say a word.

I lift my stare, almost daring him to whatever he's thinking.

"Yea. And what about it? Do you have a fucking problem? Last time I checked you and I aren't anything for you to be handling me like this. I'll remind you you're assaulting an agent."

He laughs.

"What is an agent doing at a house like mine than?"

Haru rushes over, and pulls me towards her but Eren's grip is tight and doesn't let me go.

"I don't know. It won't ever happen again, so stay out of my way if you don't want me putting you and everyone that came with you in a jail cell."

"Put me in a jail cell and go off and fuck Enzo. We'll see how long that last." He lets me go and gives me one more glare before he goes back to his seat and I'm left feeling so many emotions I don't want to feel.

He doesn't get to make me feel like this.

Guilty. Jealous. And angry.

I storm towards him, feeling my blood boil seeing Nena already on him.

"And you get pissed when you find out I was with someone else but you can fuck as many whores as you want?" Nena gets off, her mouth wide open like she can't believe what she just heard.

My eyes burn with tears while he only looks at me as if I'm just someone inconveniencing him.

"Y/n if I was with you was simply for fun. I don't want you.... And I don't love you either."

I don't even know what to say so I stare at him until Nena decides to slap me.

He doesn't do anything. He just stares at me cupping my cheek.

"He doesn't want you, so get your desperation out on somebody else.

"If I walk out this place right now...." I stop I don't even want to say it. And I won't.

I won't because it won't be him making that decision. I just give him a nod and turn around leaving quickly and not turning back anymore.