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~Two weeks later~

"You wanna go somewhere?" I ask Eren as I'm washing the dishes. "No, let's stay here all day and watch movies" he smiled as he wrapped his arms around my waist. I chuckle and turn off the sink, drying my hands before turning to face him in his arms.

"Okay.... Someone wants to be lazy today." I speak and he nods. He kisses me right before he lifts me up and starts walking towards the couch.

"We're gonna rot on this couch today" he grabs a big blanket that was sitting folded nicely on one of the small couches and then approaches the big couch that's in front of the T.v.

I laugh as we both get comfortable against each other and then throw the blanket over us, as he reaches for the Tv controller that's right beside him.

He turns it's on, puts a random series, and we start watching it.

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"Wait so like Im confused, why does everyone want that journal Jeremy found?" Eren asks. "I think because that's the way of opening the tomb, Damon wants it because he wants to get Katherine free, stefan and elena want it so they can prevent Damon from opening the tomb, and Alaric wants it for.... I forgot something to do with his ex wife I think" I replied and he hums in thought.

Then he turns over to me as the show keeps playing.

"How are you feeling?" He asks me and I look over at him, our eyes locking as a small smile takes a place on my face.

"I'm fine" I respond and he smiles. I know he wants to know about my trauma, i haven't told him any of it, and he wants to know but he hasn't pushed the situation anymore.

"Is there anything you want to know of me Eren? Anything about my past and my family?" I ask, he says no but I know his face gives off his real answer, and the real answer is he wants to know everything.

"Lier."

He sighs and the kisses my forehead. "I want to know every detail Y/n...." He admits and then pulls away and i nod, "ask me whatever you want to know, I'll give you an answer to it." I say.

I see that he doesn't even know where to start so I begin from the very beginning.

"My mother was a very strict person in a lot of things. I was never allowed to get dirty, or play outside and get sweaty, or dirty, or play with other kids.... If I did I would get a punishment, and the punishment was always the same, on anything I did that my mother didn't like I would get the same punishment....

The punishment was getting locked in a dark closet for hours, almost a whole day, with no food, no light, no water, nothing. Just me, after those 10-15 hours of being alone in the dark the door would unlock but my mother wouldn't be the one to unlock it, she'll be too mad at me still and instead have her personal assistant unlock me. I was only 4, this went on for years and years.

Even when I was 15 I was still afraid, I could've fought back but.... I was too weak I didn't know anything after my fathers death, i completely gave up on myself and I let her do whatever she wanted although I had always let her. Until I turn 17.... I ran away and Haru gave me a place to stay in with her, and her auntie. After that day I put a restraining order on her, I told the police everything she had done to me, but she offered money and the police man said the only thing he could do is put a restraining order, not arrest her. I took what I was given, my mother didn't approach me from that day on until that day you were in my house when she slapped me.... She would hit me sometimes if she was too mad.

She did all of this behind my fathers back. My father knew nothing about it because he would be working. Until my father found out and wanted a divorce and he wanted full custody of me.... My mother started crying and screaming, they argued, and then she killed him." I say as tears are streaming down my cheeks.

"When I met you I was currently still in therapy.... Before I left I had finished with it.... I came so far and I don't want to end up in square one again...." I speak as he holds me close to him, wrapping his arms around my shoulders as he lets me cry against his neck.

"I'm so sorry for everything you went through...."

I smile and shake my head "you have nothing to be sorry about. It's okay...."

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Short chapter guys, sorry this is kinda just a filler chapter, next one will be longer i promise:) love you guys!

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