𝘛𝘏𝘙𝘌𝘌 𝘠𝘌𝘈𝘙𝘚 | 𝘌. 𝘑𝘢𝘦𝘨𝘦𝘳

27

eren's pov.

i cleaned the table as she washed the dishes. it's been a long time since i felt at home. she is my home. the day she left, it felt like every single light bulb in my body turned off. sometimes i look back at the day we met. it felt so long ago yet like it was yesterday. for that i thank Armin. i thank him for letting me meet the one person i've loved for years.

"done." she dried her hands, as she looked back at me, catching me looking at her. "don't look at me creep." she chuckled. i smiled, "yea okay" i caught my voice sounding distance, and that's because i was about to tell her something.

"y/n listen..... i have to go, i send my friends my location and they must be here any moment." i explained. i didn't tell her that i had my phone with me in case she wanted to take it away or something.

i saw her brows furrow. "what?" she looked up at me, her eyes scanning my face. "no. you can stay here, like really stay here." she smiled, she thought i was gonna stay. like to live.

"no y/n i can't. i need to be safe, and the only place that is, is at my place." before she had a chance to respond, someone honked outside, making me give a small weak smile. "no wait but-" i cut her off, cupping her cheeks in my hands, "my number is in that notebook over there, we're not going to become strangers again, call me later so i get your number okay?" her hands wrapped around my wrist, tears threaten to fall. i want to stay. i want to stay with her forever, but that's not possible.

like said before..... she's law. i'm crime. yet she's risking her career by having me under her roof.

i couldn't leave. not before having one more kiss, i don't know when is the next time we're gonna see each other. so i pressed my lips against hers. her lips have never lost that cherry flavor. i'm starting to think that's her favorite flavor. i pulled away and she followed me, not wanting the kiss to end.

but i had to go. now. her eyes opened, and i let her go, turning around and making my leave.

once i was inside the car with floch, i already started to miss her. "you look?" floch started, trying to find the words, "happy?" he ended. i was happy, happy that i finally got to see her, spend time with her, touch her, kiss her, feel her. but floch being here is ruining my memories, if it wasn't because of him i wouldn't have to leave right now.

i lied to y/n, nobody would even try to enter in the house of an FBI, not even with me inside, you have to have some real guts to kill or even threaten an FBI, a single threat to an FBI agent and the whole country is on your ass.

i'll say that the safest place to stay at is obviously at y/n's house, but i can't rely on her to keep me safe.

i smiled and rubbed my lips, wanting to kiss her again. "damn dude. you're pussy whipped." floch laughed loudly. i slapped the back of his neck "talk when you pull some bitches" i laughed loudly at these kinda jokes.

if it wasn't because i have to go see these new packages arrivals, i would stay with her. only her.

NO ONES POV.

you sat on your office chair, going over several paper work, you had to take care off. your mind kept wandering off to last night, causing yourself to clench your thighs together. than enzo walked through your door. his hair wet, his green eyes piercing into yours.

you stood up and looked at him intensely, "what are you doing here? get out right now." you demanded but it seemed like that just made him want to stay even more. "no. we're gonna have to talk. you have a lot of explaining to do y/n" he moved closer to your desk, but not before locking your door.

"enzo please. i need you to stop-" before you knew it he had you pinned to a wall and a hand covering your mouth. "shhh" he whispered. "you know? i actually thought we could have something. more than just sex. good sex." his fingers were teasingly tapping at your waist. "don't fucking deny it and say i didn't make you feel good, because you know damn well you were the one who begged to be fucked like the good slut you are." he dug his fingers into your flesh, making you yelp.

"i didn't fall for you on my own, you guided me and than dropped me."

"enzo you can have any woman you want. i don't know why you got so stuck on me, me begging you to fuck me didn't mean i wanted you to fall in love with me." he laughed, his dimples showing. "please enzo, just leave me alone, accept defeat and let's go our separate ways." you pleaded.

enzo was a good man. you couldn't even deny it. he respects women. but he's very sentimental, and you never meant to hurt him. he's an italian man mix with mexican. there's thousands of females that want him, yet he chooses you.

"enzo please just.... just leave me alone, find someone who you truly love, this isn't love, maybe you're just obsessed with the fact of having me in your bed, but that's it." before he could respond, someone knock at your door. aggressively if you may add.

"boss! we have a mission to be at!" he yelled from outside. you pushed enzo away and walked towards the door. "what is it?" you asked, "we were just informed that the border patrol in texas are going to need back up for something big that is going to be taking place in 2 days, upper ranks, are asking for a hand full of our people to go help, and they want you to come." he informed.

"when are we leaving?" you asked. "today, at night, we will arrive there tomorrow in case that they decide to change the date." you nodded "yeah okay. than i'll be leaving home right now." you gave him a warm smile before closing the door.

"let me guess, you got to leave?" enzo stood in front of you when you turned around. "yes. and this conversation is over with. now leave please enzo."
you opened the door for him, you looked up at him, his eyes were soft, it really hurt to see him like this, but you two are just not for each other.

he nodded and walked out.

Author's note- double update because i made you guys wait for too long, one last chapter until this story is done.