Fat Boy // styles [Disorder prequel]

nine

"I'm not who you think I am - an angel or devil or whatever inbetween. I'm a lesser, lesser being. Lesser than you because I'm just me."

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January 24, 2009 -- 13.14

I didn't feel much like talking today. I just walked to my classes, sat down, doodled on my notes, and then left for another class. I don't know what's wrong with me. I don't know, I don't know I don't know. 

Zayn sat with a new group of guys during lunch, I didn't know what to do about it so I skipped lunch. I knew this would happen. He would get tired of standing up for the freak and go find people that wouldn't bring him down. That's okay, it's really okay. 

Because soon I won't exist at all, then no one would have to worry at all.

Love Always,

Harry

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the world without you isn't a world at all

- hannah