jasmine has experienced a fan's wildest dreams. she's harry styles ex, she works with the biggest celebrities in the world, and now she has niall horan falling for her (for a second time). she has to decide what's best for her, but she can't help se...
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-Jasmine's POV-
"Do you have any plans for the next week?"Harry asked from beside me on the couch.
We were sitting at his house, just snuggled up watching a movie. A little besties date before Harry leaves for London for a while.
"Not really. I was able to get a week free of bookings by doing some double shoots so I'm going to just relax,"I smiled.
"Perfect,"he replied.
I lifted my head from his shoulder to look up at his face. He was smiling. "What's that big grin for?"I asked.
Harry looked down at me and said,"Well, I was hoping you wanted to take a trip to London with me?"
My immediate thought was no, but I knew there was nothing stopping me. I had no excuses to stay in LA.
Harry smirked at my silence. "Trying to come up with an excuse, are you?"
I laughed lightly, shaking my head. "You know me way too well, Haz."
"It'll be cool. I'm just doing some press stuff so we'll have lots of time to hang out,"he insisted.
I looked at him and scrunched my face up. "I don't know if I want to spend that much time with you. Sounds pretty terrible, to be honest,"I joked.
Harry smiled, extenuating his deep dimple. "I hate you so much."
I reached a finger up to poke his dimple. "Love you too, babe."
He laughed, wrapping his arms around me and resting his chin on the top of my head. "So, what do you say, Jas? Wanna come?"
I couldn't help but notice how calm I am around Harry. The whole Jack situation fucked me up so bad, to the point where I could not be near a man. But Harry's different. He's the only one I can be around without having some degree of an anxiety attack.
"Okay, sure,"I replied.
Harry kissed the top of my head. "Great, it'll be fun."
"Haz, you know how I was telling you earlier about how I talked to Niall?"I asked, slowly sitting up and turning so I could face Harry.
"Yeah, you said you told him to cut all ties with you,"Harry recalled.
I nodded, picking at a thread on the couch to avoid eye contact. "Yeah, but something else also happened,"I mumbled. I hadn't told Harry about our make out session when I talked about Niall earlier. But it's something I want to tell Harry about.
"What happened?"he asked.
I sighed, looking up at him. "He told me to kiss him and I said no but he kissed me anyways..."
Harry furrowed his eyebrows. "What? That's not right. You said no. He shouldn't have-"
I interrupted,"I kind of wanted him to kiss me."
His eyes widened slightly. "Oh, okay."
"Um, and then things got a little heated, but I couldn't go through with anything. I literally froze, Haz. What happened at the party just all came back to me and I couldn't be near him. It made me want to throw up just thinking about someone touching me like that. I don't know why I can't get over it. I feel so dumb,"I admitted.
Harry took a deep breath, pulling me close to him. "It's not dumb, Jas. There is no reason why you should feel guilty or stupid for anything that happened. And don't take it hard on yourself. You went through something so traumatic and here you are, fighting it all. You are so much stronger than you think, love."
Tears filled my eyes at his words. "Those words mean more to me than you would ever know,"I whispered.
His lips curled up into a small smile but his eyes showed sadness. "Take your time healing. Don't push anything."
I nodded. "I'm trying. A part of me wants to just suck it up and move on with life, but the other part of me wants to take things slow and reflect on myself and my relationships."
Harry asked,"Have you talked to Niall about all this?"
"Nope. I just said I wanted to move on. He didn't really want to agree, but he let me go anyway so I guess that shows how much he really cared,"I shrugged.
Harry said,"Well, clearly there's still stuff going on between you two if you two are making out at his house."
I rolled my eyes, grabbing the pillow next to me and hitting him across the head with it. "I hate you,"I mumbled.
He smirked, grabbing the pillow out of my hands and whacking me lightly with it. "No you don't, I'm your best friend."
"Yeah, how could I be mad at you? You wrote 'Adore You' about me,"I grinned.
Harry chuckled and shook his head. "I take the song back. It's about Kendall now."
I gasped. "Hey, don't you dare take back the "brown skin and lemon over ice" part!"
He laughed. "I would never. But you've got plenty of songs about you. I don't think you care about mine as much as you care about a particular Irishman's songs."
I glared at him. "You know what, you're right,"I said. Of course I didn't really mean that. I just wanted to see Harry's reaction.
His jaw dropped. "Are you serious?"
I giggled. "Maybe... Maybe not..."
Harry shook his head, grinning. "I need to find a new best friend."
"You would never find someone like me,"I responded.
He laughed and nodded. "Can't argue with that."
-Niall's POV-
I can't believe Jasmine's scared of me. This is all my fault. Last night, all I could think about was how she just froze while we were kissing. She didn't want me near her. I know she's still traumatized, and it breaks my heart. I wish I could be there for her, but I know she would just push me away.
More than anything, I know I love her. I'll never forgive myself for leaving Jasmine at the worst possible time in her life. I'm disgusted with myself for it.
I couldn't stop myself from sending her a text. I just wanted to make sure she was okay. Surprisingly, she replied.
Today 12:34 PM
Hey, I just want to say I'm always here for you and I'm sorry if I made you uncomfortable by taking it too far yesterday
Jasmine⛈ it's okay niall, thank you
I'd love to talk about what happened if you're okay with it
Jasmine⛈ i told you yesterday i just want to move on i appreciate you checking in, but please just leave this alone
Okay, I respect that have a good day angel x
I sighed, swiping out of the messages. If she doesn't want to talk, I shouldn't force anything. But this just makes me more worried about her reaction to my surprise. I should wait a bit before I go through with this plan.
