Sunray Of Reality

Sunray

After I dropped off the flowers, umalis na rin ako kaagad. I was about to get inside my car pero a girl called my name. Of course, lumingon ako.

"Oh, my gosh," her eyes were wide while looking at me. 

What's hapenning? She looked like she as close to passing out. May hospital ba na malapit dito? 

"God, siya ba talaga 'to? Avraze Kirion?" ibinulong niya iyon sa sarili niya and even though I'm not God, I nodded. "Puwede po magpa-picture? You're one of my favorite author, Ate Avraze!" 

A small smile appeared on my lips. I gestured her to come closer to me, I got her phone from her hand and we took some selfies. 

"Thank you po, Ate!" And she was out of my sight. I also thanked her bago sumakay sa sasakyan ko. I still need to go back to my condo, eat lunch, study a little, go to the event—kahit saglit lang—then go back to my condo and write a chapter. 

"Grabe, sarap sumunod," I whispered to myself. It's still 10 in the morning pero here I am, napapagod na kaagad kakaisip palang sa mga gagawin ko ngayong araw. 

"Tangina!" Napasigaw ako nang matilamsikan ako ng mantika. I sighed, sana bumuli nalang ako sa fast food or kahit saan. If only someone was here with me to help me cook! 

I just finished cooking kahit napansin ko na namumula na 'yung natilamsikan kanina. I searched nalang sa Google on what to do. Naghugas naman na ako ng kamay pero grabe nagsisimula siyang lumobo. I don't know what to fucking do! 

Hindi pa naman end of the world 'to... 

"Yeah, 'di ka naman mamamatay dahil lang diyan," pagkausap ko sa sarili ko before I started eating and checking social medias. There are a lot of fan arts, wallpapers, edits, video compilations about me and to the characters in my story. 

I don't know what to do if ever they'd know na noong una, hindi ko naman talaga ginusto 'to. I hated the reason why I am here at this position. But as time passes by, I learned to love it. 

I love writing. I love expressing what I feel. I love stating what's on my mind... Through writing. 

I love my readers, of course. I love what I am doing right now. I just don't like the reason why I started. 

I tried to like and retweet as many as I can while eating. When I was done, I washed the dishes before I study. Binasa ko nalang mga nasa PowerPoint at nakinig sa mga recorded discussions while doing my plates. 

When it was already 5 in the afternoon, I started to get ready for the event. Hindi ko nga alam kung ano ang tawag doon sa event pero pupunta parin ako. Grabe si Mia mamilit. 

I was wearing a crossed off shoulder dress in the color dark red. I drove to Rahim's mansion to get my red convertible there because I missed using that and plus, it will match my outfit. 

I asked one of our drivers there to drive my car back to the condo. Kinuha ko ang susi ng convertible sa bag ko before I went inside and started the engine. I was so close to leaving already but to my luck, naabutan ako ng kapatid ko. Yikes, kapatid ko.