His Golden Haze Part I

Yulia

Chapter 4:

Renesmee POV: 

Ugh I wish my dad would stop hovering over me. There are plenty of things I loved about living with and being a vampire, albeit half, but the lack of privacy was not one of them. It was Tuesday when my Dad finally got the guts to ask me who I was talking to.

"Renesmee you've been glued to your phone day and night ever since you came back from the concert, is there something or someone I need to know?" He inquired.

"No dad not really dad, didn't you buy me this phone so I could use it?" I retorted.

"Of course Renesmee but you never seem to put it down these days" Dad argued.

"I put it down all the time you're just not around when I do." I said.

Dad rolled his eyes at that. 

"Well just know I'm here If you ever want or need to talk." he told me.

More like just know I'm here if you ever want to tell me I'm out of mind for even entertaining the idea of being with a human. 

"Yeah okay Dad thanks." I said as I stood up to kiss him on the head. 

Guess I wasn't being as inconspicuous as I thought. I’d have to be more careful now because I knew if I kept acting this way he would get suspicious and he would eventually ask Aunt Alice when given the chance. It really sucked not having anyone to talk to about this. If I went to anyone about this even if they said nothing my parents would know due to the nature of my fathers gift and that would be the end of Jacob and I.

I was totally alone in this. 

I really wanted nothing more than to have Jacob here with me. I could tell him anything and he wouldn’t judge me. That’s probably what I appreciate that most about him. 

Jacob told me a lot about his life that I didn’t think he’d tell me. He had twin sisters and a father who he claims is really into Aerosmith. He didn’t really talk about his mother, but she’s deceased and he doesn’t remember too much about her. I wanted to meet Jacob’s family, they seemed like the sweetest people. That could only happen if my overbearing family somehow let me go to Washington by myself.

I knew how to drive, Uncle Emmett taught me right after my birthday. I have no idea why I need anyone to take me anywhere when I’m capable of doing it on my own. I’m not a little girl anymore as much as everyone else wants me to be. If anybody needed a babysitter it was Uncle Emmett, aka Mr.Immature.

I guess I could use a break from my phone, Jacob had to go to work anyways. I pulled my laptop from under my bed and logged onto my Tumblr and reblogged my heart away. I took some pretty neat pictures from the concert so I decided to upload it onto my computer and post it. I’ve gotten pretty good feedback so far. Tumblr is a girl’s best friend if you’d ask me.

The people I followed were so interesting. I love reading their posts about their awesome adventures going to concerts and music festivals. Their fashion sense was impeccable, so simplistic and beautiful.

Soon, Grandma Esme came upstairs to tell me that dinner was ready. I could smell it. Beef stroganoff with a cup of mountain lion blood. Delish! And it was all mine! A perk of having a vampire family is that they didn’t like human food, I got the best of both worlds. Yummy human food and animal’s blood to quench my thirst.

“Thanks, Grandma Esme.” I stood up, “It smells great, I can’t wait to eat it.”

“Your mother and father went out shopping, they’ll be back soon.” she told me and I nodded.