His Golden Haze Part I

Amanaemonesia

Chapter 7: Amanaemonesia

Jacob POV:

Nessie and I laid on her bed and cuddled while her vinyl player played Tame Impala. ‘It Feels Like We Only Go Backwards’ was on and I hummed along to the tune. I knew she loved the sound of my voice.

We were staring deep into each other’s eyes while we played in each other’s hair. She grows more beautiful by the second. Her lips were so plump and were curved in a small smile. I appreciated that the rest of them weren’t going out their way to spy on us. Edward and Bella left so he wouldn’t have to hear our thoughts. It’s a good thing because he’d probably be pissed with me.

“Sing to me, Jake.” Nessie interrupted the silence.

“Are you serious?” I laughed and shook my head a little.

Nessie poked my chest and laughed with me, “I’m serious, Jake. For me?”

I couldn’t resist her and she was well aware of it. I coughed a little bit and I waited for my favorite part of the song to come, I knew it was coming soon and she could feel how nervous I was getting.

“But that’s the way it seems to go when trying so hard to get to something real, it feels--”

I couldn’t finish it before Renesmee pressed her warm lips on mine. I soon relaxed and wrapped my arms around her small waist before kissing her back. Instead of going backwards, I felt that we were finally moving forward. We just needed a few missteps to know that we were strong together.

My hands traveled down the small of her back before one of them gently grasped her butt, causing her to gasp. I broke the kiss for a moment before smiling at her and I met her lips once more.

Her lips were so unbelievably soft, they almost felt like a pillow. If I was nervous, I definitely felt it. Never in my dreams did I think she’d make the first move. I wasn’t fighting it either, the feeling of our tongues brushing against each other’s was one of the most unbelievable feelings ever. I traced the outside of her lips with my tongue asking for entrance. She opened her soft lips and I softly groaned as I slipped my tongue into her mouth. She tasted like sunshine, lilac, and honey, in other words heaven. 

I was completely surprised when she scooted into my lap and wrapped her legs around me. Nessie’s hips moved against mine, gosh she was such a tease, and I softly groaned as a result. Her small hands raked the back of my neck and I instinctively pulled her closer to me. I could tell her heartbeat was racing and mine definitely was too. As I felt her grinding into me I became harder than I had ever been before.  I wanted to put some space in between our hips because I didn’t want to freak her out. She pulled me closer as I tried to inch away, her strong legs gripping me like a vice. I began to smell a scent sweeter than her usual smell and for the longest time I couldn’t place what it was until she grinded against me and I got a stronger whiff of it. Oh god please help me.  I felt like a horny teenager all over again and it was all because of her.

After a few moments, Renesmee pulled away from me and her cheeks were flushed. She gave me her pretty smile and sat up on her bed.Just thinking about her made me think about all the great things that would happen in our future together; about all we could be.

“You’re my first kiss, Jacob.” she admitted while she stroked her long, curly hair, “You’re pretty good, I’m quite surprised.”

“It’s only natural when it comes to you, Ness.” I stared at her, “You were unbelievable.”

Renesmee laughed and crossed her legs, “Oh shush, I hardly knew what I was doing.”

I sat up and stared at Renesmee, “I think otherwise.”

“You’re too modest.” I said before sniffing the air, “Edward and Bella are back, I don’t think he’d appreciate me making out with his daughter.”

Nessie nodded in agreement, “This day has been a lot to deal with, no need to make things more tense.”

I pulled her close to me and rubbed her back, All I wanted was to be close to her, my Nessie. Her chin rested on my shoulder and she took in a deep breath. Never again would Renesmee would have to feel she’d live an eternity of a lonely life because I will phase a million years and more just to be with her. We were guaranteed hardships but my heart belonged to her and I would never leave her side through all our years together.

At least not until a few more days. Fuck, goodbyes were painful. I’ll definitely will have to save up to buy a house up here so I won’t have any problems seeing her. I’ll just cherish every moment I have with her now. Our intimacy was soon put to an end when Edward came into Nessie’s room and demanded to have a talk with us.

Renesmee POV:

Jesus Christ, Dad is such a freaking spaz with no cause.

“What is it?” I asked.

Dad cleared his throat and folded his arms, “We need to set some rules now that you two are an… item.” 

It’ll be fun to fuck around with Dad, he freaks out so much all the time.

“Um no we don’t. It’s not like we haven’t had the talk and I am a responsible adult. Do you think you can’t trust my judgement?” I told him.

“Honey I trust you it’s jus-” he began.

“Just what dad?” I interrupted tired of his antics.

“I want you to wait until you're married to consummate your relationship.” Dad blurted out.

“Dad this isn’t 1856.” I deadpanned.

“I’m not that old!!!” He exclaimed.

“I couldn’t tell” Mom snickered as she walked by on the way to the living room, no doubt to get another one of the books she’s constantly reading.

“Dad just let me live my life.” I whined. Deep down I knew I would try and wait because as silly and old fashioned as it was I know it would hurt him to see me fornicate. Okay that sounds a bit weird. 

“This isn’t me conceding! Not a word!”  I shouted at my dad mentally as he stood there smiling like the smug, nosey, OCD ridden man he is. I would hate to do anything to hurt him.

“FYI curfew is 11, and visiting cut off is 12” Dad said with that stupid smile on his face.

“Bye Dad.” I said hoping he got the hint.

“I love you honey” he said exiting the door frame. He is literally the worst cockblock. 

 Jacob started to laugh hysterically and I couldn’t help but to laugh with him. Dad always like to do unwarranted things just so he could get the chance to mess with me. Gotta love him.

“He could be such a dork.” I choked out.

“Trust me, I’m well aware of that.” Jacob gasped for air, “What a loser.”

“I could hear you!” Dad called out and Jacob covered his mouth.

And with that we went back to making out.