His Golden Haze Part I

Dare

A/N: We're getting close to the end!!

Chapter 39: Dare

Bella POV:

It's really bittersweet leaving our family. When you get so used to seeing someone everyday, it's hard not to miss them. This is what we needed to do though, I want to watch Edward Jacob grow up along with possibly more grandchildren. Jacob and Renesmee needs us to be there. It'll be great to come back to Forks anyways, I can show Renesmee the place Edward and I fell in love in and I'll do my best to tell her about my human experiences. Things are a bit foggy now.

I still remember my dad's face quite clearly, but Mom's face was getting blurrier by the day. It saddened me to think about that I just can't call her and ask her how's her day and what exciting things her and Phil are up to. Our family handled it while I was turning. They told Mom and the rest of my human friends that I had an ectopic pregnancy and that I died during surgery. Dad raised his eyebrows at it, but he wouldn't say anything.

Edward had to go to the funeral a few days after I woke up and he told me that Mom would be fine, but it still broke my heart to think about how much it must have hurt her to never hold me again. At the end of the day, I wouldn't change anything. I can be with Edward and Renesmee forever and that's more than I could ask for. Simply, cutting off some of the ties of my human life is a sacrifice I have to make for the life I have now.

Edward and I got a small moving truck early in the morning while Renesmee and Jacob were sleeping. We wouldn't need much stuff since the house in Forks is completely furnished and our cottage would have everything we need. The family packed the boxes in the truck so all Jake and Ren had to do when they wake up is get dressed and feed EJ.

I wanted to make everything as easy for Renesmee since Jay would probably scream his head off during the long trip to Washington. That boy hates being in his car seat. I double checked to make sure that an Arctic Monkeys CD was in the diaper bag.

Edward and I would drive the Volvo, Carlisle and Esme would take the moving truck, and Ren and Jake would drive the Range Rover. Everything is completely organized, much to Edward's delight. He had Carlisle talked for a long time last night while Esme and I looked at pictures of the cottage. I really liked that she added a couple of extra bedrooms for when Edward and I babysit and also a mini library with a piano for Edward and I to enjoy. Esme also completely baby-proofed the big house so once Jay starts moving and shaking, he won't be getting in any places he shouldn't be in. I know Ren will completely gawk at his future "big boy" bedroom. The big house is perfect for my baby girl's dream of a big family. Yeah, I watched her dream about having many more of Jacob's kids. I can't wait to spoil them like crazy.

I heard Jacob pour himself a cup of coffee while Nessie got out of bed to put on her "moving day" outfit. I took the initiative and changed Jay's diaper while he was starting to wake up. Even though he put up a fight, he seemed delighted to see my face.

"That wasn't so bad, now was it handsome." I gave him my finger as I held him.

He squeezed my finger with all his might as he gave me his smile, and from the looks of it, one of his teeth were starting to poke through.

"Practically overnight, buddy." I walked to his crib and grabbed a blanket to keep him warm, "Your mom should start giving you a few solids."

"Thanks, Mom." Renesmee said as she came back in the room with a bottle in her hand, "I was just starting to notice a few of his teeth starting to poke through. It looks like he'll have two straight rows of teeth just like Jake and me."

"I'll feed him, dear. You get some food in your system I think your grandmother just finished making steak and eggs." I took the bottle from her hand, "I changed him so he shouldn't be fussy after his tummy is all filled up."

"Great." Ren smiled, "Oh and I won't forget the CD this time, happy baby equals happy mommy."

"That's right." I agreed and I put the bottle in Jay's mouth.

Ren got teary eyed when we hugged our family and they promised to come down to Forks for Jay's sixth month birthday. After we all got in the cars we sped off and said "see you later" to Alaska.

Jacob POV:

As expected, Jay didn't cry while Arctic Monkeys was playing. He seemed to be the most calm when Nessie and I sang along. It was really funny when he laughed when I tried to do a high note. It got us all to laugh really. He made a few stops for feedings and diaper changes along the way and we stopped at this diner to have a late lunch.

Jay was sleeping soundly in his car seat while Nessie and I shared a toasted BLT. We got so many compliments on how cute our son is, especially from the owners, Francine and Randy Rogers.

"Normally the babies that come in here scream their heads off and ruin everyone's time." Francine informed us, "Your son is so well behaved!"

Yeah, because he's sleeping.

"Thanks, but you don't want to see my little man when he's hungry." Renesmee chuckled.

"I think all men are like that, Randy can be quite an ass when dinner isn't in the table at a certain time."

"Let's not talk about that, Frannie." Randy rolled his eyes.

"Speaking of which, I gotta whip him something for lunch. Y'all have a safe trip down there, your lunch is on the house."

"Wow." my eyes widened, "Thanks Mr. and Mrs. Rogers!"

We stayed there for a little so Ness could feed Jay before we got back on the road. Nessie and I came up with the plan to go visit everybody at the beach unexpectedly since Rachel told us they were going to celebrate Autumn and Abe's birthday. Their birthdays were just only a couple of days apart so Becca and Kim thought it would be a cool idea to merge a party. Both Autumn and Abe were turning four. We already got their gifts wrapped and ready to go, it'll be at the party that we'd announce our move here.

I know Renesmee is super excited about finally being with the other half of the family. It means a lot to the both of us that Jay and our future children grows up with the other pack kids. I wish that we'd get to see them today but by the time we'd get to Forks, it'll be way past our bedtimes and pretty much everyone else.

I appreciated the fact that Bella and Edward don't sleep mostly because they'd unpack for us while we're sleeping. I'm sure Carlisle and Esme would help unload the moving truck but they would have to turn it in by tomorrow afternoon so they'd have to hit the road.

Nessie and I took turns driving and we got to our new home 2 in the morning. Ness and the baby were both asleep and I could hardly keep my eyes open.

"Go to bed Jacob." Edward said as he got Ness out of her seat.

I looked behind and saw that Bella was getting the baby so I made my way up the stairs into the master bedroom. It looked pretty nice, I'll probably appreciate Esme's designing skills much more when I have the proper amount of sleep. Once I made sure my family was in bed with me, I slept like a baby.

I couldn't wait to start a new day with my Nessie and my son.