His Golden Haze Part I

Hannah Hunt

A/N: Hello! This is our first story about Jacob and Renesmee. This will be available on Wattpad and fanfiction. net! Enjoy!

Chapter 1: Hannah Hunt

Renesmee POV:

As I sat there waiting for my aunts to doll me up for tonights concert I thanked God and my lucky stars my mom and dad allowed me to go to this concert. It’s a little bit annoying that they made it so that Alice and Rosalie had to accompany me but it was worth it, I was going to see Vampire Weekend after all, one of my favorite bands. They were all worried about me being around a bunch of humans and while it is understandable, I was just as mature as all of them and surely more mature than any human attending. I have no doubt that I can control myself exceptionally well around humans. Of course, thanks to my father’s mild paranoia, they practically forced me to hunt a couple of days before my aunts and I took a flight to San Diego, California, even though I wasn’t thirsty. I’ve waited such a long time for this moment, to simply experience the euphoria of seeing one of my favorite bands live. The excitement I felt was almost tangible, just the thought of finally being able to sing along to one of my favorite bands live filled me with an excitement I’ve never known. I don’t get out much and due to the necessity imposed upon my life to keep the secret and as a result I didn’t have many friends. This was supposed to be one of the biggest concerts they’ve had this year and I begged to see them, I kid you not I was not going to take no for an answer. It wasn’t like they would live through the next century like we did.

Alice said she hasn’t been this excited to see anyone live since The Beatles’ last show. She told me the story behind them going as I was purchasing the tickets for us online a few weeks ago. Jasper tried to surprise her with the tickets but she knew what he was planning thanks to her oh so handy gift. Regardless she was exceptionally happy about being able to see them as they were one of the only bands they she had ever liked, given she was so new to her second life and had no recollection of her first one. It was unfortunate that these great artists we unable to live as long as we did, but I suppose it made the memories of them that much greater. 

I’ve read so many stories on Tumblr (I’m an avid blogger) about people that have met the love of their lives at random. It seemed pretty rare and beautiful at the same time. Finding that instant connection only happens once in a lifetime and it didn’t seem very likely to me. Sometimes I fear that I will have to wait as long as my dad did to find a mate seeing how small my dating pool is. While I will admit that I do long for such a deep connection, I can’t shake the nagging fear that me finding a mate would complicate things for my family and even worse, give the Volturi a reason to bitch.  I couldn’t let myself jeopardize my family in the name of boy. 

I’ve always felt torn between the two worlds, my conflicted feelings never seemed to dissipate. I am human, but I am also a vampire. In theory it would seem that the combination of these two worlds wouldn’t mix well, but I suppose the fact that both Nahuel, his sisters and I exist, refutes that. He has always been a great help to me whenever I have had questions or concerns about myself. He always told me to do follow my instinct and always do whats best for myself because in a world that consists of the unknown, thats all I can do.

I suppose I’m good at being Renesmee Carlie Cullen.

“We have an hour to get ready ladies!” Alice chirped, “We need to make sure we get plenty of pictures.”

I don’t see the point in taking pictures when we all have nearly immaculate memory.

“Ness, I have an outfit picked out for you. You can take your shower and it’ll be there when you’re out.” Rosalie told me while she picked out an outfit for herself.