Unspoken Love *Lohanthony*

Epilogue

Dear Jack,

        I used to find my sweet escape when I was alone with you but you ripped that away from me a year ago. I missed the way we used to get so disconnected. But all of that has changed. You were wrong I never did have feelings for nash but he has been there for me like no other. And Melissa became an unsuspected lover. I never would've thought we would be together but no one would've thought you would've died from cancer either.

That was the biggest shock of the year. Of course you will never get this letter now that you're gone but for a year stright i've been writing you letters and leaving them on your grave just because I feel so useless for not being there for you. We were both stubborn but just know that you will never be alone. You were my best friend and my first love, it wasn't the best love because you were a little shit and left me but I guess you had your own personal reasons. 

I just never understood why you didn't tell me you had lukimia. Did you think I wasn't gonna treat you the same or something. Most of the times i'm extreamly angry with you but then I remeber that I really couldn't do anything about the medical insurence. I'm pretty sure Melissia's father would've helped but i didn't wanna bother them either since they were going through a devource. I just hate how stupid you were about this for keeping it a secret. We used to tell eachother everything but no you decided to keep to yourself, which can I mention made you cause more stress. Ugh i'm super annoyed and mad at everything I just, I don't think I'll be able to forgive you. 

I won't forgive you for crashing the car, I won't forgive you for not coming to the hospital just because you were too coward to admit everything you were doing on the lowkey. This will be my last letter to you because I have to let you go and start my new begininng.