"he fucking left?" odessa yelled walking out the room
"what the fuck!" she screamed as she walked into the kitchen scaring everyone"odessa calm down i was just telling you what he told me." aaron backed up
"fuck you" she pushed him out the way even though he wasn't
"odessa!" aaron yelled after her as she walked into the living room where everyone was
"fuck you all" she yelled at them standing in the front of the tv
"des what's the matter?" nessa asked as she lying on justin
"you guys let vinnie leave. and didn't even fucking stop him?!?" she yelled
"hey des calm down it's ok" max got up trying to hug her but she pushed him
"shove your dick up your ass"
"fuck you all!" she grabbed a bottle of vodka"odessa shut up fuck up and get over yourself. where leaving tomorrow so shut up the fuck up" nessa yelled form the living room
"you don't understand. what he said to me it hurt and him leaving hurt too." she teared up a bit
"baby des it ok- i could booked you a flight from tomorrow early in the morning.?" justin said walking into the kitchen
"ok" she closed her eyes "book the fucking flight so i can tell him what the fuck he did."
"des don't do anything stupid" Justin booked the flight and Odessa left to pack right away
she left the next morning for the flight at 3am and got home at 7am she went home to her apartment unpacking her thing after she call vinnie and he picked up
"hello?" he spoke into the phone
"come to house fucking house"she tried to stay calm but it didn't help when she heard his voice.
"what?"
"fuck...just come over!" she yelled into the phone
"your in LA-" she hung up before he could talk
he came over. knocking on the door, Odessa invitied him in yelling at him as soon as he entered
"why.why vinnie i loved you and you left me" she yelled as tears formed in vinnies eyes
"fuck you, fuck you, god I'm such and idiot I knew you would leave and tell me some shitty excuse of why you can't be with me." I yelled at him and he was just standing there like an complete fucking idiot
"say something, and stop stand there like an idiot." he released the tears and close his eyes
"I love you" he said opening his eyes, he was crying
"get out.i said get the fuck out" I snapped, he was crying as he walked out the door. I leaned against it crying, telling myself why did I fall for an idiotall of a sudden I heard a crash down the street, hoping it wasn't the guy I yelled at. so I ran outside to the street seeing a motorcycle . vinnies motorcycle, I bursted out into tears and fell on the ground knowing it was my fault. i quickly ran up to the accident while calling an ambulance it broke my heart when I saw vinnies body on the streets. the ambulance just got here they did everything under 10 minutes.
i had went back into my apartment and got dressed to go the hospital, not telling my friends anything.
i went to the front desk asking to see vinnie
"hello can i have a name please?" the nurse asked
"vincent hacker.." i replied
"are you a family member-" i cut her off
"im his girlfriend."
"ok room 513" i rushed to the room, opening the door it was empty nobody was here but me and him. he wasn't wake he was unconscious.
"g-god vin...." i started to sob"i'm sorry," i said coming to his side
" i didn't mean anything i said,"
"none of it!!" i sobbed resting my head on his arm"i'm sorry, i'm sorry, i'm sorry!" i shouted causing me to cry even more
i felt a semi cold hand on my cheek. rubbing it.
"odessa" he smiled i could see but i knew
"vinnie!" i exclaimed and hugged him
"i'm sorry, i didn't mean to yell at you i was angry at myself" she let go"none of this is your fault,trust me" vinnie lifted his bruised hand and placed it on my cheek
"yes it is" i placed my hand over his
"i promise it isn't,don't worry" he pulled my head towards his lips and kissed it
"vinnie..." i whispered, with tears running down my cheek
"it's ok just lay with me." he wiped the tears, and scotted over patting the seat next to me
i sat down and put my feet under the blanket. laying on his chest"ow" he yelped
"sorry" i apologize, and leaned off a bit
"don't worry just lay down" he rubbed my head and held me on his chest.a/n:
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أدب الهواةthis story is shit so i'm writing a better one😭 TW: sucide attempts//cutting//rape//drinking//drugs