Just a Summer Fling ||Jaden Hossler||

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Nailea

Jaden scans over me to see what's wrong while I continue to cry. He then says "What the fuck?" He traces his thumb across my collarbone where the bruises are. From far away, you might think they are hickeys  but when your up close, you can see they're in the shape of a hand. He says "Did someone...?" I break down again and he quickly pulls me into his arms, stroking my hair. After a minute, I push him off of me with all my strength and say through the tears "I want to go home a-and... I want y-you to stop." He looks at me with tears in his eyes and says "Don't do this Nai." I shake my head, continuing to cry and say "I'm not breaking up with you, I-I just need a break for tonight, p-please."

He stands up and shakes his head. He says "Why are you pushing me away? I'm just trying to help you!" I shake my head and say "P-Please Jaden." He sighs and shakes his head. Then, the uber pulls up. I look at Avani and her and Amelie walk over to me to help me stand up since i'm too weak and will probably just fall again. As I get into the car, I hear Jaden say "Please, just let me come with you! I can be here now, don't push me away!" I shake my head and Avani says "Jaden, just give her time until we figure this out, please!" He hesitantly nods and everyone but Jaden gets in the uber. I curl up to Avani while I cry into her arms.

After a drive that felt like hours in Avani's arms and Amelie rubbing my back, we finally got back to my house. I'm even weaker now and I hate that it's showing, but it is. Avani gets Josh to carry me into the house since I can't really walk while the rest of them follow inside. Josh brings me up to my room and puts me down in Amelie's arms. She brings me into the bathroom and Avani shuts the door after she comes in. Amelie looks at me, still not noticing my bruises and says "Show, and then we'll talk." I slowly give her a very small nod and then walk out of the bathroom. After 5 minutes of staring at the wall and crying, I decide to shower.

As I turn the nob to make the water hot, everything hits me like a fucking fat ass train. All the memories, every time I tried to say no and fight his touch, every time he tightened his grip on my body and told me to shut up before I made it worse for myself. It all came back. Nad then I recognize the face.  It was that fucking Tony asshole guy. H-He was the one that raped me. I fall to the floor of the shower and let the hot water drench me and my clothes. I start historically crying. Now not only did I get raped but now I remember it unlike I did before. I couldn't move. I couldn't talk. I couldn't stop crying.

After like 15 minutes of me crying under the hot water in the shower, someone knocked on the door. They poked their head in and I realized it was Amelie. As soon as she saw me, she let out a small 'Fuck, oh my god' and she quickly ran over to me, not bothering to shut the door again. Amelie says "Nai, Nai, what happened?" That caused everyone to run into the bathroom and to Avani quickly run over to me as well. Avani says "Nai?" Amelie says "Talk to us Nai!" I whimper and say through the tears "I tried to stop him, he wouldn't wouldn't listen. H-He wouldn't stop." They all look confused and Avani says "Who?"

I take a deep breath but it doesn't help me very much and say "He t-told me if I-I screamed, it would just make everything w-worse. He hurt me, h-he raped me and I couldn't stop him by m-myself." Their faces all fill with sadness and shock. Amelie immediately  pills me into a hug while Avani says "W-Who?" I continue to cry and say "S-Some guy named T-Tony." All 5 of them look at me with sadness and sympathy. After five minutes of hugging me everyone leaves the bathroom so I can really shower this time. And I do. I wash my self ten times. I wash my body so roughly that I leave scratches on my body to try to get his gross touch off of me but no matter how many times I wash my body, I can still feel his hands lingering my body.

After about 20 minutes in the shower, I get out and put on the track pants and a big hoodie Avani brought into the bathroom 5 minutes ago. I walk out of my bathroom and feel all their eyes on me but I ignore it. I walk over to my bed and get comfortable under the covers. I then reach into my night stand and pull out my song book. I start writing lyrics down as they all watch me but I don't care. After I have a few lines down, I look at Anthony and say in a raw, low voice "Pass me my piano please." He nods and quickly passes me my keyboard, still looking at me with sympathy. 

I start finding the right chords while humming the melody as Avani says "Uh, can I talk to you guys outside?" They all nod and walk out of my room closing the door behind them. I take it as a opportunity to record my little song and post it on tiktok so people know their not alone. About 5 minutes later, just Avani and Amelie come into my room. I guess they told the others to leave. Each of them cuddle up to either side of me, making us like a sandwich. Avani says "Do you want to ho to the hospital to get the rape test?" Amelie quickly buds in and says "The rape test is to see who raped you and she already knows dumb fuck. Plus, she already washed it off!" Amelie says "Ok, chill out bro." I say "I just want to go to sleep, goodnight." As I close my eyes, I hear their 2 kids say "Goodnight."

(Pretend it is a black screen but the words still show up)

billnai: I'm so sorry to anyone who has ever had to go through this. Just know, you are not alone and my dm's are always open. Everyone, be safe out their.

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