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Eren P.O.V

"Mmmng" Eren quietly groaned as he started to wake up. He fluttered his eyes open and moved his head around. Eren could smell your sweet perfume and he noticed he was still laying on top of you.

Eren slowly and carefully pushed himself off of you trying not to wake you up. He looked down at you caged in between his arms and saw you peacefully sleeping with a few strands of hair from your messy bun hanging on your face.

He reached one hand up to your face and moved the strands of hair away from it. He bent down a placed a little kiss on your forehead.

Eren got off the bed and stretched. He rubbed his head still feeling that pounding sensation and sighed. Even though he did feel a little better after the soup and water bottle he was still in pain.

He looked ahead out his large windows and saw it was dark with the only lights coming from the city buildings and cars.

Shit what time is it? He thought to himself as he picked his phone up off the nightstand. The time read 10:09 pm. Eren sighed and placed his phone down on his dresser.

He walked to his drawers and pulled out a pair of black adidas pants, a white T shirt, socks, and underwear. He walked into the bathroom and closed the door behind him.

He walked towards the shower, opened the glass door, and turned the water on. He pulled off his shirt, sweats, socks, and briefs then tossed them into the hamper.

Eren stepped in the shower and slid the door closed. He reached his arms up and wrapped his fingers around his hair tie and slid it out his hair placing it around his wrist.

The bathroom started to fill with steam as he grew a little light headed and his headache started to decrease.

Eren walked and stood directly under the water, stretching his arms out placing both his hands on the wall in front of him, and tilted his head down letting the water run all over his head.

(DAYUM 👨🏿‍🦳👓🤏🏿)

He closed his eyes and exhaled, pressing harder on the wall from being slightly frustrated. 

Fuck why am I still upset? Why am I jealous? He seems like a nice dude but why do I not really like him? She already seems so close to him and makes her happy am I doing something wrong?

Do I need to treat her better? Am I not doing good enough?

Do I really have a right to be upset at her though? We are only friends with benefits..it's not like that should restrict her from having an interest in other people..

Am I catching feelings? They are so strong for her and she doesn't even know..She makes me happy do I make her happy? Is she not interested in our type of relationship anymore? Am I gonna loose her?

Why did she not say yes?

Eren's mind was running a thousand miles an hour. He was overthinking a lot of things and really wanted comfort for it but didn't want to complain about it to someone.

He took his hands off the wall and leaned his head back letting the water hit his face. He inhaled and exhaled aggressively causing his muscles to flex.

(DAYUM 👀👨🏿‍🦳👓🤏🏿)

He ran his fingers through his hair pushing it out of his face. He picked up his washcloth and put body wash on it then began washing himself.