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Now playing from "Feeling like nothing." Death By A Thousand Cuts by Taylor Swift

"𝘎𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘶𝘱 𝘰𝘯 𝘮𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘢 𝘣𝘢𝘥 𝘥𝘳𝘶𝘨"


  Jennie listened to her playlist that she always put on whenever her mother talked about her grades and comparing her to her older brother who was in college and was about to graduate. All she tried to do was make her mom and dad proud, but of course it comes with a reason. All she wanted was to be treated like a person and not an object. 

  Jennie felt her phone buzz, telling her that someone had texted her. It was either her mom saying to pass her test in math or she'll be punished or it was her dad who was telling her to buy food for the family after school. 

  Being a senior usually has it's perks, but not for Jennie. For Jennie she had to wake up, get ready for school while avoiding her mother in the morning, walk to school, pass her classes to graduate, walk back along with getting something to eat for her 'parents', come home, do homework, eat in her room, shower, sleep and repeat. Jennie had a job, it was for making the money for food, but she was also saving money to get out the place others call home; she calls hell. 

  To Jennie's surprise wasn't her mom or dad. It was her best friend Lisa. 

Lis: Hey u at school yet?

me: no im halfway there

Lis: oop okay be careful on ur way love <3

me: alright


   Jennie put away from phone and continue walking to school arriving at the school gates in five minutes. From there she went into her class and she saw Lisa sitting at her desk which was in front of Jennie's. 

"Hey Lisa." Jennie says sitting down behind her causing Lisa to look at her. Lisa notices her tone and looks at her worries. 

"She bother you this morning?" Lisa ask knowing only little, but enough to know of her best friend's troubles. Lisa only knew that Jennie's parents only wanted her to be like her brother and that's it. 

  Only knowing one little thing of a friend's troubles can tell you how to comfort them. At least in Lisa's eyes, the most she could do was just be there for her while Jennie silently fights her battle of life. Then class starts for the day. 


Time skip


  Jennie walks out of her class with Lisa by her side heading to the lunch room. Jennie went to grad a table for the two of them while Lisa went to get lunch for them. Once Jennie found a table for them she looked around the lunch room and sees all the girls and how in shape or skinny they were. She looks down to her stomach and holds it. She thinks of how she was eating a lot lately as Lisa sits down with their lunches. Lisa starts eating right away and started to rant about some thing that happened to her the other day. 

   Jennie was really listening, she was just watching the food in front of her wondering if she should eat it or not. Her mother always pressured her to be thin. Sometimes when it got really bad Jennie would starve herself. 

"Hello? Earth to Jennie Kim, you in there?" Lisa calls out worried about her friend. Jennie snaps out of it and looks at Lisa. 

"Oh, sorry Lisa. I zoned out..." Jennie says as she picks up her fork and eats her lunch little by little. Lisa looked at the girl knowing she wanted to do. 

"Jennie like I tell you, once we graduate we'll get out of here and go somewhere nice. Away from all this." Lisa promises Jennie causing a small sad smile to show on Jennie's face. 

"Yeah that's when this year is over. We'll just have to wait for June until then." Jennie tells Lisa as she gets up to throw away her food. After talking for a while longer Lisa notices most of the boys talking and looking another way. Lisa was about to say something when another friend of her's and Jennie's showed up. 

"Hey girls sorry I'm hella late." Rose says as Jennie tells her it cool. 

"Yeah your good Rose, but hey do you know what the boys are all over about?" Lisa asks making the two girls look at her. Then it hit Rose making her gasp. 

"Oh yeah I heard from someone that there's a new girl." Rose mentions making Lisa nod. Jennie looks over to the boys and tries to see the new girl. Jennie ends up finding a girl eating while reading a book. 

  Jennie could see why the boys were all over her, she was beautiful. To Jennie she looked like an angle that came from heaven. 

"Yo Jennie, you find her?" Rose asks bring Jennie out of her trans. 

"Yeah she's over there." Jennie points causing Lisa and Rose to stand up. Jennie looks at the both of them wondering what there doing. Lisa grabs Jennie's hand and brings her over to where Jennie pointed. 

  The girl didn't notice the three girls until Lisa spoke up. 

"Hi, can we sit with you?" Lisa asks the girl making her look up at them. She smiles and nods. The three girls sat down with her and started talking. 

"So what's your name?" Rose asks starting a new friendship. 

"It's Jisoo." Jisoo answers while smiling. 

'Even her name is beautiful....' Jennie thinks to herself as she watches Rose tell Jisoo her name along with Lisa's and hers. The four of them got along really well until the bell rang. 

"Hey Jisoo what's your next class?" Lisa asks her, Jisoo takes out her scheduled and looks over it. 

"I have history next." Jisoo tells them making Jennie's face light up. 

"I uh have that class next....actually." Jennie says making Jisoo smile at her. 

"That's good to hear, it'll be nice to know someone in a class." Jisoo cheers making Jennie's heart flutter a bit.

"Yeah it'll be nice." 



Welcome one and all! I'm trying something new this time and it's with one of my favorite ships! I've been really wanting to write a gay fanfic for a long time so I thought why not. And if you don't like this kind of stuff please leave we don't want hate only love. With that said I won't be updating like how I usually do, like every week day. Yeah I'm starting to not have the time to do that so if the updates are slow I'M SORRY! Anyway another thing I wanted to say is this is going to have sensitive themes so if uncomfy skip that part plz. Okay I think that's it, so I'll see y'all in the next chapter! Don't forget to comment and vote!! BYEEEEEE!!

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