Ophelia~Hawk/Eli Moskowitz

~chapter 18~

One week later.

Hawks pov:

My parents are coming home in a day sadly, I love them but I'm going to miss Ophelia staying here. Her sleeping next to me filling the empty space, Her waking up early, watching her do her makeup, Talking to her about random conspiracies, just her company 24/7 i know i'll still see her almost everyday especially with school starting back up in a month.

She already left my house going home, I don't want to be too clingy and overprotective I just can't help it, she's my first girlfriend and the only person I truly trust, I'm in love with her. My mouth parts open in surprise at the thought.

Do I love her? when I'm with her, I only focus on her, I notice every little detail from the way she bites her bottom lip when she's focus to when she runs her hand through her blonde hair when she can't get something off her mind. Even when she's happy there's a sparkle in her green eyes that makes my heart skip a beat.

No one has ever made me feel like this, I'm down bad not saying I'm mad about it, but she makes me crazy, I hate when she has other guys attention which is often because of her beauty, I hate when her ex tries to win her back, I hate when she tries to hang out with Miguel even though we're friends. It make me furious the thought of her being around another guy. i know i should expressed that to her, and i have no reason not to trust her well it's not that i don't trust her, i don't trust other guys.

It's the main reason I wanted to get matching tattoos, to claim her as mine and only mine, my name lays on her shoulder in permanent ink, the same goes for her name it lies in the same place on my shoulder.

I must have zoned out on my bean bag chair because when the thoughts stop racing around my mind I was left staring at the wall. I sigh unlocking my phone. Ophelia messaged me, opening the message i read the text.

Ophelia 'Miguel wants to hang out with me, is that okay?'

heat rushed to the back of my neck and my cheeks.

Hawk 'yea, have fun call me after'

Ophelia 'of course'

throwing my phone on the bed, I sit up.

she wouldn't mind if I hung out with Moon right? I mean she is hanging out with Miguel so im aloud to hangout with Moon. I shrug grabbing my jacket texting Moon.

Ophelia's pov:

Miguel and I are talking on his bed, I'm sitting up in the corner of his bed while he lays at the end staring up at his ceiling.

"I'm just glad Hawk let me hang out with you" I admit sighing setting my phone down next to me. making Miguel look over with a 'huh' look.

"why wouldn't he? Is he controlling you?" Miguel fumed looking back up at his popcorn ceiling.

"God no, it just makes him uncomfortable when you and I are hanging out alone, he doesn't force anything upon me" I giggle, the truth is I'm too stubborn to be forced to do anything and Hawk knows not to cross that line.

"okay just making sure, I still don't know why it makes him uncomfortable," he says calming down his hands lay effortlessly on his stomach.

"me either he's just a little overprotective" I sigh, leaning my head against the wall, his bed is against the wall.

" a little?" Miguel scoffs making me laugh. " at the party, he wouldn't let you out of his sight unless you were with a friend"

"for good reason" I wince at the memory of that random drunk dude. "moving on from that How are you and tory?"

"she's amazing, way different from Sam which I like, She's feisty, confident in herself, but she also has a sweet side." He rambles on about tory. "what do you think of her?"

"We hung out on Wednesday, if I'm being honest I love her, she has such a strong personality which matches mine perfectly. We just clicked" I honestly tell him, he grins.

"I'm glad you like her, I still can't believe after the practice in the woods your dad kicked Kreese out" He beamed, my smile quickly faded, I admire my grandfather and I'm upset he won't be there to teach me anymore. That's another thing me and Miguel bump heads on, he despises my grandfather while I become joyful in his presence.

"I'm just happy me and hawks team won" I boasted making Miguel snicker playfully rolling his eyes.

"pure luck" He chants making me scoff.

"whatever" I sigh giggling. Miguel is scrolling through his phone, while i spill gossip.

"Omg did you hear" My sentence was cut short by Miguel.

"Moon and Hawk are hanging out alone at" He looks closer at the picture Hawk posted handing the phone to me.

I look at the picture rolling my eyes. Hawk and Moon look close but are not touching which makes my tense muscles ease. I look at the background there at Moon's house.

I scrunch up my face grabbing my phone and unlocking it. I swallow the lump in the back of my throat, closing my eyes and taking a deep breath.

Ophelia ' Hows moons? ' I text him out of anger.

Hawk ' it's fun, hows Miguels?'

I don't know what game he's playing but it's pissing me off, I leave him on open huffing.

"Are you mad?" Miguel questioned putting his lips in a straight line.

"no just a little annoyed, I know Hawk won't cheat on me at least I hope not" I confessed running my hand through my hair.

"he won't," Miguel reassured. "Hawk may be impulsive but he wouldn't hurt you, maybe someone else but not you"

"how do you know?" I breathed crossing my arms.

"Because when we talk he always talks about you, When we all hang out his eyes are solely on you, even when he's mad he is all lovey-dovey with you. so I just know" Miguel states setting his phone down.

Miguel's words help me calm down, no I'm not going to let Hawk kill the mood, I haven't hung out with my best friend in so long.

Hawks pov:

She left me on fucking open,  I pinch the bridge of my nose, Moon is babbling about something she did in 8th grade, I just nod and act like I'm listening. This was such a stupid idea now Ophelia's probably mad at me and I'm torturing myself, Moon a Beautiful person inside and out but we just don't click.

After about an hour, it starts to get dark.

"Hey I'm gonna head home, I had fun," I say getting up from the comfortable couch, she smiles brightly at me.

"Okay get home safe" she smiled as I walked out the door.

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