Obsession

18. Stubborn

~Four Months Later~

"Okay, now I'm really putting you on bed rest..." Gerard says gently as I return from the bathroom, morning sickness had set in about a week earlier. (I dont know much about pregnancy and I'm to tired to google it, if you've read any of my other books then you already know I'm lazy, sooo-) "Gerard, I'm fine." I laugh and he shakes his head, "I've gotta go, I'll see you later, just dont do anything that's gonna stress you to much..."

He had gotten a job at a comic book shop a few weeks back and set us up with an apartment close to the hospital, since the house was so far away and he didnt want to be in the same place where he shot his own brother, and I didn't want to be back in the place where he shot Frank or Andy...

I've tried to put thoughts about it out of my head, but late at night when I can't sleep, I start to think and I remember the look he had in his eye when he found me in that closet. I've stopped having nightmares, I guess knowing that after all that he knows he has absolutely no competition he's just protective and it's kind of nice to have someone be protective of you in my situation. Then again, I wouldn't be in this situation if not for him... that doesn't make it any less equally my fault...

~Another two months later~

/6 months in/

I lay on the couch, in boredom periodically checking the time and my phone. As I pick my phone up it buzzes, signaling a message from Gerard. I quickly open the message,

Gee: I'll be home in about the next 10 minutes, I've gotta stop to get gas xo

I smile, before quickly responding

Okay, see ya then

As much as I hate depending on the man who took everyone else I care for out of my life, I have to admit he has grown on me in the past few months...

Exactly ten minutes on the dot, I hear the door unlock from the outside and close back as Gerard steps in. "Hey sugar," as he says it. I feel movement from my stomache, I gasp "Gee, c'mere." I whisper yell at him from the couch "what is it d-" "just come here," I say a little louder. He rushes over and stands in front of me, looking at me with concern. I grab his hand, gently resting it over the bump, "I told you..." I whisper and a smile grows on his face. She hadn't kicked for him, it always happens when he's gone...

He looks up at me, with wide sparkly eyes and the biggest grin on his face. He leans up, gently pressing his lips over mine, moving his hand up from the bump to my cheek and resting it there. "I guess she's just stubborn like you," he mutters against my lips, a smile crosses my face, before he moves back down, sitting on his knees in the floor and resting his hand back where it  was before. She kicks again and he smiles. "Do you think I could stay for at least the first year?" He asks quietly and I nod "I could use the help anyways..." I whisper and he looks up at me, the wide smile still resting on his face.

"Thank you Y/N..."

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A little ( alot actually-) shorter than usual, but Its cute so, at least theres that-