Obsession

20. I See...

My eyes flutter open, before shutting tightly at the bright light. A loud beeping emanating from something beside me, a machine probably... I hear soft crying, followed by someone gently shushing them. I slowly open my eyes, turning to face whoever was in the room with me.

A familiar orange haired man sits in the chair closet to me, a baby cradled in his arms. "Gee?" I question, my voice a little raspy and throat still sore from all the screaming I had done before passing out in Amy's car. He looks up at me, a wide grin taking over his face and his hazel eyes sparkling. "Hey sugar," he says, carefully getting up and stepping over to me, he crouches at the side of the bed so I can see the bundle in his arms "isnt she pretty?" He asks, looking from her to me, "she is..." I whisper, tears forming in my eyes.

"Woah, sugar..." he slowly gets up and hands the baby off to Amy, who I hadn't realised was sitting in the corner of the room. She smiles gently at me as she carefully takes the baby from his arms. He rushes back over to me "why are you crying doll?" He asks, concern laced through his voice. I shrug, not knowing the reason. He chuckles lightly and carefully helps me to sit up a bit, before wrapping his arms around me and rubbing small circles over my back to comfort me.

I finally calm down enough and he pulls away, sitting on the edge of the bed. "You uh... you stopped breathing once they got you in and they had to do an emergency c-section to save G/N..." (If you havent checked back on the info chapter, G/N is girls name...) I smile lightly "G/N, like we talked about..." I whisper, he looks down at the floor, a light pink tint dusting his cheeks. "Are you blushing Gee?" I giggle, and he turns back to me smiling, "just a lil bit."

"So if I stopped breathing..." I trail off, "they said they may not be able to do anything in time to save you both so, with the help of Amy, it was a hard decision to make on my own... I told them to save her. We both thought it's what you would've wanted..." he trails off and I smile "and you were both right," I whisper "thank you Amy," I say to her and she smiles "really it's not problem, Y/N. I'm happy to help,"

"The doctor says it was by some miracle that you came back last second..." my eyebrows knit as I look at him in confusion, that's when a dream I had while I was blacked out floods back to me.

I fall to the floor, collapsing down into a pile of small white flowers. Somehow uninjured, I manage to bring myself to my feet and stand on my own. I look around, only to met with complete darkness in every direction. The light coming from above seems to be restricted to the flowers and myself, not spreading even an inch outside the circle.

I take deep shaky breaths as the air around me seems to grow lighter, and a figure slowly approaches me, as he gets closer I recognize his short stature and a few tattoos. My eyes widen and tear up as I try to run out of the circle of light, only to be met with an invisible force holding me back. He approaches, just outside the circle and I see that familiar smile that makes my heart melt, "hey sweetheart..." he says quietly and I feel tears rush down my face "F-Frank?" I ask and his smile widens "in the flesh- well, not really... more like spirit," he chuckles "am... am I dead?" I ask.

He doesn't respond, instead someone else does, in a familiar tone that I recognize as Andy, "at the moment, but you'll be back..." I finally see him materialize beside Frank "holy shit..." I trail off, tears forming once more in my eyes, "hey don't cry hun..." Andy presses his hand against the invisible wall separating us. "We'll be here when you get back," he says quietly, and Frank nods beside him, "and we'll always be with you as long as you remember us," Frank smiles.

"It's time for you to get back now..." I couldn't tell which one of them said it, the voice was faded and unrecognizable. I feel the room around me start to grow brighter, until neither of them are anywhere to be seen. That's when I woke up...

"Y/N... sugar?" I notice Gerards hand waving in front of my face and shake myself "where'd you go doll?" He chuckles and I shake my head "remembered a dream I had..." I say quietly he nods. "Maybe you saw heaven," he jokes, "maybe... I saw Frank and Andy..." I respond quietly and he looks at the floor, "ah, I see..." he breathes.

~Four Days Later~

I smile as Gerard leads me into the apartment, carrying G/N in her carrier. He carefully sets her carrier on the table, before leading me into the spare room, a wide smile across his cheeks. He covers my eyes and opens the door, guiding me inside, before uncovering them. The room was painted a beautiful shade of F/C (If you're favorite colors black, use your second favorite...) with black accents, the rest of the room carries the same theme and I smile, pulling Gerard into a tight hug, "thank you..." I whisper and he smiles.

"Anything for you..."

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Fun Fact!

I was gonna write that Y/N met Black Parade era Gee when she passed out dead(!) But my brain threw another idea at me so I rolled with it and I think it turned out pretty rad!