The Nanny - merder

Chapter 6

The Nanny - Merder

Derek's POV.

I walked down the stairs slowly feeling weird about what just happened, it felt so right but wrong at the same time, I'm with Addison but who am I kidding our marriage is holding on by a tread, and we are only together for now because of the kids.

I walked into the kitchen where my family was sitting eating lunch as they always did around this time, "is she okay?" Addison asked making me return from my thoughts "huh? Yeah she's fine" I said letting my hand run though Ellis hair, Addison looked at me confused as I just said something incredible.

A second later Meredith walked into the kitchen, her wet hair falling down her shoulders as she walked, she sat down beside me not even acknowledge I was there.

how would Mark get a chance to fuck her before I did.

Some minutes later a sound could be heard, I looked down and saw it was my pager, it read 911. I stood up as fast as I could, this ain't good at all "what is it!" Addison said in a panic "it's a 911 I have to run" I said and ran to get my shoes and coat on - but not without giving Meredith a last look, she still didn't want to look at me, this had to wait until later.

I entered trauma and my eyes landed on Owen working on the patient, "hit me" I said walking along side him and the others trying to save this mans live, "22 year old, male jumped in front of a bus trying to safe another woman's life" Owen said and gave me the chard " book OR 1 I'm coming right up" I said giving the chard back, he nodded at me and yelled something to the others, I went a head of them, I had to get there first and get into scrubs.

I tied my Scrub cap, I always had my ferry boat scrub cap on because it brings me luck when I'm doing surgeries. i washed my Hands and watched Them prepare the man on the table for me.

I walked in and gave the nurses a little smile, "it's a beautiful day to save lives people" I said, everyone took their positions and we where all ready "scalpel please" I asked the nurse and then it began.

"Time of dead 2:45 pm" I called as I slammed the scalpel in my hand on the instrument station, I growned in frustration as i and ran my hands over my scrub cap in anger, now I had to go tell this poor mans family he didn't make it.

"Derek we can't save everyone" Owen said walking along side me, I shot him an angry look and slowly he stopped walking along my side.

I entered the main hall where they where sitting "how did it go dr. Shepherd" a woman could be heard asking with a shaky voice "miss O'Malley" I said "I'm sorry to inform you and your lovely family that George unfortunately didn't make it.. we tried everything we could but the impact off the bus was to much for his body to handle" I continued and saw how everyone's faces fell. I walked away before they could ask me anymore questions, I had other worries on my mind, this couldn't be another one off them.

I walked in frustration along the hospital halls as I had to make my way to the nurses station to check the mans chard one last time before It would be heading home. "Hey Derek" I voice could be head, I looked back and saw Webber running up to me "How is it going with Meredith?" Richard asked as he had made his way to me "she's doing fine" I said a little annoyed, the thought of Meredith right now just pissed me off "that great! Could you remind her that Tommorow is her daily visit with her mother?" Richard asked shooting him a smile "sure thing" I answered and started walking again "nice speaking with you Derek" Richard yelled as I walked further away.

- LATER THAT DAY -

I walked in though the front door and slipped my shoes off, I let a sight of frustration slip my lips as I walked further into the house.

I paused for a second as I couldn't hear no kids, Addison or Meredith. I looked at my watch and saw the time "6:34pm" it's the weekly day where Addison took the kids to her mothers house, in other words my one and only me time.

I heard the tv blasting in the living room and peaked around the corner, there she was sitting under the blanked being all cuddly, I walked past the corner and saw her eyes widen as I walked in, she stood up and shot the tv off in one Motion.

Not looking up at me while she did it.

She tried walking past me as I put my arm out to block her, "please Derek stop" she said quietly "stop what?" I asked "stop you're weird behavior" she said now looking up at me
"You kissed me, yo-you have a damn wife Derek what the fuck is wrong with you?" She continued raising her voice "What is your problem!" She was now yelling.

"You! You're my fucking problem Meredith " I shouted back at her, she started taking little steps backwards "You fucked my best friend when you clearly had a job you had to take care of, You think you're little miss perfect that can have whatever she wants" I continued shouting as I walked closer to her "you don't fucking own me Derek I can do what ever I fucking please" she yelled at me "yeah, but so can I" shouted in frustration as my hand went around her neck and our lips crashed together.

"This is want you want isn't it" I asked when our lips parted "yes Derek" she moaned out, "who's daddy's girl" I asked making her moan even more.

"Me daddy" she said as she crashed her lips into mine once again.