Royalty

6

Yazid(pov)

"Calm down yazid ,you've been strolling down the room for almost ten minutes already,can you tell me what it is that's bothering you already?" My best friend fadil asked and sipped a drink

"I'm not okay,someone irritating spoilt my entire moodand l feel like killing her", I snapped and fisted my hands " so..what did they do?"he asked again,

"That girl!she's a trouble maker, she rubbed her stupid dirty hands on me the crown prince if this county , that on my white shirt!!and it's very expensive plus you know how I   value my white shirt yet she made it in pure with her dirty little hands " I snapped again,

"Ohh ,she really pissed you off didn't she?", he said,everyone around me knows how important my white clothes are to me ,especially the shirts and that sick girl ruined one of my favorites" so...  doesn't she know who you are?, i mean is she new in this city or what" fadil asked,

"yeah I think , I tried to tell her,but she talk way too much that she didn't wait to listen "I stated

" I'm sure she won't just ruin your shirt without a reason "fadil said

" yes,I splash dirty water on her ,and she was waiting for a sorry from me ,can you imagine,me saying sorry to a girl I met on the street "I chuckled" I have made greater mistakes than that and didn't apologized"

Thing like the rape,I really need to apologize

"That girl ruined so many things today, if I see her again,I'll definitely make her pay"I snapped ,and fadil laughed "hey man it's not funny" I said and glared at him

"I know but you offended her ,saying sorry is no big deal,but that ego wont let you do it ,remember because of that stupid ego of  yours   you lost your first love ,common man saying sorry makes things better plus it won't  take your status away" fadil said and sipped  he drink,
I rolled my eyes in disgust, I don't think I want to change,I earn more respect this way,"what ever ,it's my habit fadil you of all people should know u can't stop it ,it's already a part of me"I smirked

everyone complains about my attitude, and the ego stuff,I can't help it,I'm a crown prince am not supposed to be apologizing to some sort of weird girl who ruined my day and all of it,"and definitely I'm not going to say sorry to that weird girl"I added

"Who knows maybe she's your 'soul mate' your mom always wanted you to bump into your 'soul mate or get into some fight with her she says that way love lasts longer,and today you finally did" fadil stated causing me to glare at him non stop

"saying weird things doesn't fit you at all and that's moms line leave that to her ,coz it won't happen,it happens only on movies and not real life man it's just one of moms movie again,I'm sure she got that ideal from a film ,and she thinks it will happen in real" I spoke and rolled my eyes and shook my head.

,"and again that girl ?even if it will happen not with me and that trouble maker of a girl ,she will never be my soul mate ,she's such a trouble maker, I pity her boyfriend, I'm  sure she doesn't have one and if she does then he must be suffering from a BP ,surely one if these two", she's so annoying

But she reminds me of my past though the rape stuff, the only incidence I completely regret,so much!

She also had waist beads,and her touch and her eyes the are familiar, and even her voice too.

" are you thinking of that day again?"fadil asked and I looked at him,

"how do you know?"

"Coz when you think about it you normally go weak and calm too,I'm your best friend I sure noticed" he said and I sat down "you are right fadil,are feel very guilty when I think about it, maybe that's proberbly why I go weak and calm the way I do" I explained

"But you know what, it was a mistake, it's rape I admit it was never suppose to happen, but I know there is something about it something special,something beautiful" I said with a smile"like what?"he asked

"You know I've been with so many girls in my life, I was a sinner ,especially back in London, but that night? It was so good" I said and fadil stared at me"ohww, now are you really sure you regret your actions? "She asked with a questioning look on he face " oh no am not saying I don't regret,I mean I do regret it so much,but believe me when I say at some point it didn't feel like it was something bad ,it felt as if I was consummating my marriage with my legal wife,it's one of the best time i n life ,I've never felt so good being with a woman like that "I explained

But it's rape it's very illegal,I can't believe I ruined her life, and she won't forgive me. She begged me to leave her but I didn't, I still went ahead and wrong her,but it not my fault, some sort of demon got into me,and I couldn't control it

" common man ,it's all in the past now,and what's important is you regret everything, so no need the be sad anytime you think about it "fadil said trying to cheer me up a bit

" and again it's not totally your fault ,she had those beads on,and you couldn't resist it,it woke the animal inside you, and you went out of control, look when a man lost it then one can set him right untill he get what he wants ,you know that"fadil stated and sipped his drink

Fadil is right, but still ,everything is my fault, I should have just turned a blind ear when I heard the sound, even though it's so difficult to do, I should have remembered that it haram and stayed within my limits ,but no,I didn't I didn't think of it, I just went ahead an did it,think about it makes me sick

I'm so sorry,who ever it is ,for doing that to you, for ruining your life, for not thinking about what you'll face after  everything,

I'm sorry for sharing a beautiful, unwanted, forbidden and special connection with you.

It's one of the best connection I've shared before,so beautiful.

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