Royalty

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Yazmin

It's been three weeks since the incident, and yazid hasn't even come to see me for once and I tried calling him several times but he pick up, I stood in front of the mirror and stared at my self ,I've cried so much that tears don't even drop anymore my eyes always swollen, with dark circles

I caressed my collar bone that was looking like what I don't even know ,I don't know what I'd happen to me anymore my life is not just the way it is anymore

Nothing is the same anymore,

"Yazid is here" my aunt said immediately she came into the room

"My hrt raced, but u felt calm,is he here to take Me with him?,I hope so ,I hope we resolve this mess and just be happy again  I smiled for the first time in weeks

" I'll...il..be out now "I said nervously

I took my veil and wrapped it about my slim body when went back to the mirror the do my hair properly, I've forgotten when last I combed it

I took a deep breath in then out before walking outside the room

" yeahh!!!!!_that my boy!! "I stopped when the heard his voice , God I missed him so much ,I can't wait to see his face again  and I don't understand why I'm nervous right now

" hhahaha" Noor laughed when yazid kept tickling him "I got you ice cream " yazid said and I finally landed my eyes on him

I smiled seeing how Noor and his father played  around for so many days Noor hadn't smiled and laughed like this

My faded when I noticed the action on yazid face after noticing me

Or maybe he's not here to sort things out and take me home with him

Maybe he's here to divorce me!!!???,no I can't think like this

"Ya..zid,hi" I managed to say,with my weak voice and body

"Ahmm champ do me a favor and go play out side wanna talk to mummy huh?" He kissed his forehead

I watched Noor exit the room before turning to yazid

"I want to talk to you" he said and stood up before looking at Me for first time without smiling ,and that tensed me so much

I didn't reply to him instead stared at him eager to know what he wants to talk about

"I've made a decision to take Noor with me, he'd safer at my place" he frowned even more before taking his glasses off

My hrt raced,but still I didn't get what he was saying to me

"What do you mean yazid, He's very safe here,I mean you brought so many guards to stay outside, and they are enough maids too,and you can't make such decisions without talking to me first" I smiled with so much weakness

" and who says your decision matter to me  you've already been making so many decisions without talking to me about it like leaving the house and....... "He stopped and fisted

"so why should I talk to you before I make one,and yes I think  You don't get what I'm saying  woman, let me break it down for you,I'm talking our son,ohhh sorry my son away from you that's it,anywhere just not with you" he looked at me again

I whimpered and slowly moved closer to him"yazid what are you saying you.....you can't take Noor away he's also safe here with me " I whispered and tears rolled down

"No, he's not,with the way hatred fills your heart for me these days I don't think so,you murdered our baby in cold blood,that  shows how much you dislike me, who knows what you might do to my only son since he is really involved in our past  I can't take any chances," he explained

"Yazid ,you can't do this ,how can you do this to me,you know how I love  Noor so much,just let him stay with me please" I squeezed his arm with the little strength I have

"No, I've made my decision already there's no turning back" he moved away from me know with out looking into my eyes or caring about the state I'm in,

It's really true he doesn't care anymore

I broke down when the thought of living with out Noor crossed my mind, I don't think I'll handle it ,I'm already going through staying with his father, and now it's him,my life will be so empty now

"Yazid please don't do this to me,please" I begged, but  no he never met my eyes to see the pain in it

"Nanny" he called and aunt came in immediately

"We are leaving now take care OK,if there is anything Noor wants I'll call you or send someone to get it huh" he said

"No....yazid you can't be doing this please"I cried

I turned to aunt" aunt say something ,anything please, just stop him from taking Noor away from us,aunt please "I begged her

She also went so weak seeing how tensed I was,but she couldn't do anything for me, she looked down the whole time

" I'm sorry yaz I can't say anything the king asked me and the Queen to stay out of your matter ,you two are adults figure it out yourselves "she said

I peeked through the window and saw them leave, my hrt filled with sadness

Yazid why!!,

Why purnish  me like this 

This is too much to handle

I slowly fell on the floor and cried

" it's OK, get up now maybe..... I'll talk to Queen Rukaiyya she might help you"my aunt said to comfort me, then tried to calm  me down

"Please bring him  back to me aunt  please"

"Sure, you should rest now" she help me stand up and we went back to my room

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Yazid

"So you think by taking Noor away you would punish her but you're already punishing her so much yazid, you think not picking her calls and not checking on hrt is easy, that's also a punishment, you didn't have to separate a child from his mother" fadil explained

I just sat back and recalled how she was busy crying and the tension on her face

The weakness, and how i avoided to see all of that, I still saw it ,no matter how hard tried not to think about it I still did

It's good I left at that minute else my emotions will get the best of me

"Are you even listening?" Fadil asked and I looked at him

"Please take Noor back to yazmin" he added

"No I won't until I punish her so much before I do that" I frowned

"and yes I know you are trying to help but please stay away from this , let me solve it myself" I added and fadil nodded

"Thank you" I sipped my coffee