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Yazmin

"Will you marry me" yazid repeated and I stared at the ring before looking at him

"What happened my love why aren't you saying anything to me" he asked and cupped my face

"Why are you so quiet, I asked if you'll marry me,we are in love right, so why do you have that look of fear on your face?" He he slowly caress my face

Well....the moment I hated the most has come

Before I let yazid get engaged te ,I have to let him know about my past

I need to know if he's going to accept me the way I am

"Well..before we do this, I want to tell you something" tears rolled down

I suddenly feel  very scared

Scared of loosing yazid

Scared of loosing everything we shared

What if he refuses to get married to me?

But I have to tell him,no matter I won't  build a relationship based on lies

"What is it?,tell me"he whispered

" I don't really know if after this you'll still want to be with me ,buh I have to tell you yazid,I can't hide it from you"I said

"Then tell me ,I'm so curious to know what's making you cry like this,I'm sure it's something we can both over come together" he smiled

And I felt relieved

A bit

"Well....I...told you at the restaurant that day that Noor is my brother right,well that not true yazid" I explained

"So what's the truth then" he caressed my hair

"Well...Ahm...Noor is my son yazid" I forced it out and stared at him

He's expression didn't change just yet

Wait until I tell him the rest

"So you mean you were married before?" He asked

"No yazid back in Yemen.....I was ...raped" I said with a shaky voice

And everything stopped

I knew it

He stared at me nonstop

And I he had the shock look on his face

I knew it,everything is going to be destroyed now

"Well...ahhhm....you want to talk about it in detail... I mean everything else I should know about that day" he stammered and I saw the tension this time

"Well.....there is a friend of mine who visits me more often, we are so close ,we tell each other our secrets ,so when ever she comes ,we talk and talk and talk ,we get carried away untill it's it's very dark and  usually I accompany her home,to keep her busy" I explained and he gave me all the attention

"So that night was just like the other ones ,but this time,when I was going back to my house ,the lights went of suddenly and the street so empty ,it's never been that way before,and that scared me a lot,and..,I had waist beads that kept making sounds loud sounds" I paused

When he whimpered and the fear was much,and so obvious on his face

He's so concerned about me

"Well....then a man came to me ,I couldn't see his face though, it was too dark but...I....only remember his perfume.,., its oud, just like yours.......and then....we argued alot and I begged  him so many times to let me go but he didn't, he ....went..... Ahead and.... R....." He put a finger on my lips and stopped me from saying the last word

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