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Yazmin

I slowly opened my eyes and looked around the room

"Yazmin ,you're awake" my aunt's voice

"Ahhhh" I whimpered and recalled how everything happened

I'm so weak

"Ummi" Noor called and I switched my gaze to him,his eyes looks like he's been crying for a long time

"How do you feel" Queen Rukaiyya asked

And I the only thing I did was blinked

"Thank God you're back to life now ,we all thought you won't make it " Aisha whispered

Yazid?, where is yazid?,he didn't come to see me?,I thought he should be here when I wake up

By my side

I tried to sit up but I couldn't, I'm so weak

"Be careful huh,you should res t please" Queen Rukaiyya said

"Aun....t,ya..zzzid" I managed to say

Her eyes meet with Queen Rukaiyya's and I knew they where hiding something

"Ahhhm,my dear please rest OK,yazid will come soon OK,he most be stock in some sort of traffic or so" my aunt smiled

Noo,Something happened, I know there's no way yazid can go somewhere when I'm at this state

I'm sure

"His Highness Abdullah can to see you ,but he had urgent work to do so he left ," Queen said

"What of the baby" I asked and they kept quiet ,the tension raised

"Answer me aunt" I whispered

Noo!!,the baby is gone? ,I loose it

Is that way yazid isn't here??

Ohh nooo,he thinks I did this surpose, God no please don't let yazid think like that

"Ahhm...sorry ,they couldn't save the baby" Aisha manage to say and my heart raced faster

My body went even weaker and tears slowly dropped form the side of my eyes

How is yazid feeling?, sure he's so mad at me right now?

He hate me so much

He thinks I'm a villain and a murderer

"I want to see yazid now" I whimpered and tried to get out of bed

I don't have any peace of mind again

"No,yazid is on his way here,please lay down and said" aunt said

"Please call yazid ,I want to see him" tears rolled down

"Aahhhmm let me call the doctor to check on her" aunt added and left the room

So much  Problems in our lives

I am the source though

                          €¥^°

I hope yazid comes soon,I just want to see him

The door slowly opened and I turned immediately to see who it is

yazid, he face so down

Oh no,we stared at each other before coming to sit close to me

"How are you feeling" he asked and smiled a bit

That smile was mentioned to make me feel better ,but why does it add to my tension?,

God!!!,help us

"Good,I was.....," he stopped me

"And happy too huh" he smiled again confusing me even more

"Yazid....I...." He stopped me again

"I begged you yazmin, to let the baby live,but you're so ......God I can't believe you're so heartless" he looked down

Tears flow down,

"Give me a chance to tell you how it happened" I swallowed

"You harmed your own child, Is this how you hate me so much?"

It hurts to hear him talk to me like that

"Yazid...." I stopped

"Noo,yazmin ,noo,I'm so pissed up right  Now" he looked down

"I can't believe I married you, how did I fall in love with such a heartless person, you are a mother, and only you can understand the importance of your child, but ......no your still went ahead and did what you wanted,why" tears rolled down our face

"Stop...please" I managed to say with my weak body

He thinks I'm a villain

"This fight was between us ,why did you have to drag our baby into this, why" he whispered

He laughed in frustration

"I hate you so much yazmin"  my heart raced

"I'm done now,I can't do this again,I can't take it again,it's better I back out to,the pain is much yazmin and I'm tired, of everything" everything stop except for my heart bit

He's tired of us?,of me?

He stood up and went to the door

Then  turned to look at me for the last time

I met his sad eyes and all I feel is to hug him after explaining everything to him,but he won't listen

"You always wanted to be free right, for this burden, the way you call it huh" he asked

"Well then I free you,I free you from this burden yazmin, from this relationship, I free you do want to want now" he said

Is this a dream?, well if it is then ,please let me wake up,

"Yazid please...... Stop...." I called but he was gone

I tried getting up but I couldn't I was so weak

I sat back and cried silently ,with my heart aching so much,I loosed my baby and yazid too,  

So much pain ,I can't take it ,it's too much

I need to find a way to explain things to yazid, I don't wanna loose him ,

Sorry for the chapter ,

And it's short too

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