Royalty

37

Yazid

It's been three weeks since we got married and I haven't said anything to yazmin yet it's really affecting us so much especially me,I don't get to touch my wife knowing how bad I treated her,and she noticed, and now I'm tired of hiding the truth, I just want to get everything over and done with as soon as possible,

I smiled and pecked her lips,"the food taste so good "I said and she blushed

" so you want more,I'll get the pineapple juice"she added more rice for me

"Thank you" I smiled again

"Dad you look worried are you OK" Noor asked

Even my son noticed how tensed I get,

"Ahhh,yeah I'm fine " I smiled and looked at yazmin

She also stared at me,she knows there's something wrong with me,she noticed everything, she even tried to ask me one time but I didn't have any courage then, she was so happy and I couldn't ruin it with bad luck

"Even Noor noticed,are you hiding something?" She whispered and sat down,trying to give me full attention

"No,I'm fine it's just that I had so much work today" I lied

"Ohh,I'll give you a head massage when you are done hmm" she smiled

She so nice,she cares so much ,I don't want to break her heart with this news but sooner or later I'll have to tell her ,maybe today,

Yes today,but when?, what time?I'll have to tell her this no matter what happens

xxx

She slowly moved closer to me and started kissing my neck ,trying to wake the animal inside me ,but no,I'm too tensed to feel it

"What wrong with you yazid?,it's been weeks since you touched me,or are loosing interest on me now" she caressed my face and looked into my eyes with concern

"Ahmm no I can't loose interest on you my love you're so beautiful" I muttered and pulled her closer, then kissed her neck too

Noo,I have to do this!!!

"Well I want to tell you something" I sat down in the bed

"What is it" she said and sat with me

I took her hands and kissed them,then looked at her

"You..know you promised me that we'll stay together no matter how tensed the situation is huh?" I asked and she nodded before placing her head on my chest

"I said that yazid ,tell me ,what's wrong with you ,you seem tensed all the time, and you don't get to spend time with us,please tell me what is wrong ,I will help you with it" she stated

How can you help me with this ,you can never help me yazmin

"Well I don't know how you'll take it yazmin,I don't know if after tonight you'll still love me the way you do I don't know if you stay with me forever the way you promised,yazmin I'm scared of loosing you" I said and tears rolled down and landed on her hand

She quickly looked up at me,and she got tensed

"Yazid are you OK,tell me what is bothering you, why are you crying" she cupped my face

"What should I tell you, how do I start," I whispered and held her hands

"Just say it yazid you are making me worry even more" she caressed my face

"Well..I'm sorry yazmin,...I....made ..a mistake, I'm sorry, very very sorry" I looked down

She stared at me and her body went weak ,seeing me cry for the first time really made her weak

"I......I'm the same man you hate," I manage to say and she smiled in confusion

"What do you mean hate,I love you yazid" she nodded

"I know and you hate me too,I ruined your life yazmin,I'm Noor biological father" I said again and she got even tensed the more

"Yazid,are you OK,what are saying to me ,I need it clearly" she whispered

"I..I'm the man who raped you" I said and looked at her and everything stopped like I expected

She stared at me,her face on emotion at all,hands still on my face

Goodness give her strength

Almighty give my wife strength

Xxx

Yazmin

I froze after what yazid said ,My heart kept racing nonstop ,and I lauged he also looked shocked to see me laugh after saying such thing to me

"No,no,no,it's not possible, yazid ,you're joking right?,common let's sleep now its already late" I said and tried to lay down

"I wish it was ,I really wished it was a joke yazmin" he whispered and took my hands

Is he serious?

Ohhh no,I can't believe,

I switched to my thoughts, so the blood donation, the voice, the touch,and oud

It's not a coincidence at all

No wonder he was so tensed when I told him about the rape

So he is behind it all

He's the villain in my life

He's the one I hated the most

All these while ,I've been staying with the my night mare

Please somebody waje me up from this night mare,tell me it's not true

No,goodness, this can't happen

I moved away from him,he quickly looked at me ,with tears rolling nonstop

"Yazmin calm down please you promised to stay with me didn't you" he said with confusion

"Get away from me yazid" I said and got down from the bed

"No,yazmin you promised,don't do this please" he begged

"Yazid get away from... me, stay ....back or else I'll hurt you I ....promise" I yeld and moved back

"Yazmin please don't do this ,Noir is asleep ,let's talk in the morning" he wiped his face and tried to come close to me

"I'm not joking yazid, if you come any closer I'll hurt you," I said and picked the flower vase

I suddenly feel scared of him I don't want to see him, and it's making me loose my mind

"I don't wanna stay here,somebody help me!!" I panted and tears rolled down

"Please stop this, I'm the same yazid I'm not going to hurt you, you can't do this please you are driving me crazy yazmin"he raked his hair

He's also very tensed

" so....everything is real,....the blood....the oud...the voice....everything us not a coincidence..? "I asked my self

I can't control myself anymore even if I want to see badly
" noo!!!,I don't want to stay here "I screamed

" leta talk tomorrow ,I'll leave this place if you want but please don't leave the house yazmin please"he added

"Somebody help me,you're a monster yazid I can't stay under the same roof with you" I stated

"I'm sorry please ,forgive me" he looked away

"No,I can't ,let me go away" I whispered

And left the room

I can't believe it!!!!

Goodness, I can't believe it