Yazid
"I told Amira not to see me again I'm done playing such silly games fadil,she won't budge, she thinks I'm forcing her " I told fadil and he stared
"I think I'll just give up on yazmin" I whispered
"No,please don't say that, you can't give up so easily" he adviced
"The wedding ceremonies are starting next week,and this?,maybe I'll just let go" I looked down
"You don't know, something might happen in the future, don't give up already, keep praying and hoping she'd come to you,and maybe reality might hit her when the wedding starts maybe she might realize that she's loosing something big, something so important" he smiled to cheer me up
He's always giving me strength
"What if she doesn't?" I asked
"What will happen next?" I added
"Let's just stay positive for now, then we'll see ,we will think if what to do next,but I'm sure Something good will happen" he smiled again
"I hope so"
xXx
Yazmin
"Yazmin" Queen Rukaiyya called and I came back to earth
I've not been myself since the wedding stuff started
Especially when yazid ignores me , he's so pissed up with me
Are my doing the right thing?
By using my past as an excuse to ruin my happiness
I'm killing my self
"Yazmin, are you OK?" She asked again
"Ahhmm" I smiled and looked at her
"So what necklace do you think will fit with this dress?"she asked and stared at me
" ahmm this one"I replied and point at some random necklace
"You seem tensed ,are you ok" she asked
"Ahhh,sure.. Y..yes" I stammered
"Or are you scared you loosing something?" She added and I stared at her
She figured out?
"Ammh,me no my queen I'm just...." I paused
"I know everything that's been happen, yazid told me everything" she said and I looked down
"My dear tell me what is stopping you from accepting what you want,yazid said you have your reasons but I don't think there's anything that can stop you from loving my son,or getting married to him" she explained
"I'm a woman yazmin,and I know when a woman like you is in love,you are in love yazmin,I can see it from your eyes" she said
And I felt shy
"So why do you want to hide it,you're scared?" She asked and I still didn't look up
"Look yazmin,you have to let your past go if you want to move on,you deserve to be happy, think about it" she smiled and caressed my hair
She's right
My aunt told me this too
I need to let go in other to be happy
But it's not like I have the courage to face yazid and tell him what I really want ,now that he's upset with me and doesn't what to see me
Oh Lord please give me the courage
xXx
Yazid
"Well I called you to talk to you" I frowned and turned to Amira
"Ok" she answer
"Well,you know clearly the status of this marriage right?, it's an arrange marriage, " I stated
"Hmmm" she hmmmed in reply
"And so that will remain, we will never be in love at any cost no.matter what,and we will keep our distance for as long as forever ,no sharing of room or coming close to each other, we are just friends,and that remains as well and yes,we will pretend to be happy in front of others ,that's it" I explained
That is if the wedding pushes through ,which I hope it won't
And she stared at me
"Do you understand?"I asked
" ahmmm yes,I do"she looked down
"Look this is best for both of us Amira,I've already made it clear to you that we are not in love any longer, we were kids back then and now we are older ,everything has changed,so I don't want to hurt you that is why I'm telling you this just in case if you see changes"I stated
" that's it ,see you tomorrow at the introduction ceremony"I said and left
xXx
"Today is the introduction yaz,I'm sure you are happy right" my aunt asked and stood behind me
I looked at her through the mirror
"And why not ,watching the man you love get married to another woman without telling him how you feel ,that calls for celebration huh?" She smiled in disgust
"Let's celebrate yazmin,your heart broken and so stubborn and refusing to let your past go,you deserve an award, and Oscar Award for this" she mocked
"Aunt stop it" I snapped
"I'm going to the palace now ,I'll see you soon" I frowned and left the room
If everyone wants this why I'm I so scared, why I'm I hesitating?
The truth I don't want to loose yazid,but my past?, it's holding me back
What if he doesn't accept me after knowing the truth about it ,it's hard for men to accept someone's child ,and Noor,I can't let him go for my own happiness
Tears rolled down as I worked to the palace
To attend the love of my life's introduction party
So weird and awkward
YOU ARE READING
Royalty
Romance"who are you?,and why are you troubling me?" yaz said with her body shivering so much"it doesn't matter who I am ,but who do you think you are to where waist beads and make them sound so much, don't you know it affect men so much"he said with a husk...
