My Only Retreat

The First Punch

I kept getting these horrible nightmares of Emma and Vic forcing me to go back to the shelter and looking at me with disgust. I decided I needed to confront Oli and tell him I like him but not like that. I just hope Emma and Vic won't give up on me if they found out. I rolled out of my bunk slowly trying not to wake anyone. I threw a drop dead shirt and some jean shorts over leggings on and freshened up. I slid my chucks on and headed out the door. 

I looked around and it was still dark out. I looked down at my watch. It read 6:00 am. Oh geez. I just started walking around not knowing where I was going. I saw a few people smoking and some drunk people laying on the ground with beer bottles near them. I roamed around some more and somehow came across Oli. He looked terrible. He must have been drunk. I turned around hoping he wouldn't notice me. I couldn't talk to him while he was drunk. 

I started walking and felt someone was following me. I glanced behind me. Ugh. of course he would notice me. I stopped it was useless to try and run. I faced Oli and coughed. He smelled horrible. "What are you doing, love?" he said. 

"Just roaming." I said. 

He got closer to me putting his arm around me. "Wanna have a good time?" he coughed out. I nodded and figured I will just stay out in open with him so nothing weird would happen. He intertwined his fingers with mine and we walked down to one of the stages. It just happened to be the main stage. He pulled me on stage handed me the mic. "Sing your heart out, love." he said smiling. I handed the mic back to him and looked at the amp that it wasn't connected to. I chuckled a little. Then grabbed the another unplugged mic and held it to my mouth and started singing Kissing in Cars. Soon Oli joined along. 

After we were done, we sang a whole bunch of other songs and I started rocking out like I was performing in front of a crowd. It was actually really fun, jumping up and down, and kicking the air. Oli looked like he was having so much fun too. Then we finished the song, and I walked over to him, he pulled me in and started to kiss. I gave in, who would see us right. I was beginning to fall for Oli now. I really liked him. 

"Amy?!" I heard a voice say from the bottom of the stage. I broke Oli and I from kissing and turned around. Matt was staring at me with a disapproving look. 

"What are you doing up?" I asked 

"What are you doing kissing Oliver Sykes?" 

"You saw that?" 

"YES!" 

"Please don't tell anyone? Please?" I begged him. Oliver just looking drunk which he was. 

He just nodded and went back to the bus. Hopefully he wouldn't tell anyone. I was so happy with Vic and Emma as my family. I decided to tell them tomorrow. I had to tell the truth. Hopefully they wouldn't be so mad at me. Tomorrow is going to be a long day. 

"I gotta go, Oli." I said. 

He kissed me on the cheek and jumped off stage. He stuck out his hand for me to grab and then I jumped off stage. I went back to the bus and started planning how and when I was going to tell Vic and Emma.