My Only Retreat

Caraphernelia

"What's wrong, love?" Oli said with a confused look on his face. 

"I don't know if I can do this. I'm confused and I don't know anything. What if I am not good enough at this for you? I really don't feel comfortable doing this." 

I looked up at Oli's face and he looked upset. "I've waited so long for this! WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU'RE NOT DOING THIS?" I looked down ashamed. Oli pushed me down against the bed and started unbuttoning my shorts. I tried to struggle from his grip.

"Oli! Stop please!" I screamed. He just put his arm just above my chest and put his hand over my mouth. With his free hand, he slowly pulled down my underwear. Then he also took his pants and underwear off.   I tried breaking free but to no avail. 

He slowly pushed his hard member into me. Then he started kissing my neck and working his way down. I was moaning with pain and enjoyment. The whole thing couldn't have been more confusing. His member started to go faster and faster, in and out of me. I kept moaning and moaning, louder and louder. The pain quickly switched to pleasure. 

I felt his cum inside of me and I let out one more loud moan. I was panting for air and so was Oli. He looked down and kissed my forehead. "See? It wasn't that bad." He said. I blushed a little and felt a little ashamed and embarrased. 

But I still couldn't decide if this was rape or sex. My mind was going in circles. 

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I started writing this and then I don't know what happened but it wouldn't publish. So I wrote this again and I couldn't remember it all. Sorry for the shortness. Update next week. No more broken promises. 

Thanks for reading. 

Random Song: Caraphernelia by Pierce the Veil