My Only Retreat

Comfortably Confused

Oli's POV 

Amy Jones. Just the sound of her name made me smile. It was fucking lovely. I couldn't stop day dreaming about her. I was in love, with Amy Jones, the sixteen year old. 

"Oli! Oli! Oli, you fucking wanker! What are you in fucking love? You look like a love sick puppy" Matt Nichols yelled at me. I snapped my head up and my cheeks turned red. I was. "We're on in fucking 5. WHere the fuck is your head?" I nodded and shook my head trying to come out of my day dreams about Amy. She was so fucking cute. C'mon Oli, you performing in 1 minute. Get your head together man. 

"We're on now." said Jona. We all gave each other high fives and then started jogging on stage. All the guys went on before I did. Looking out making sure all of them got on stage then started jogging on stage too. 

"Are you fucking ready for a hell of a good show, mates?" I yelled through the Microphone. I started to scream out the lyrics to Chelsea Smile. I looked through the crowd trying to decide if I waned to pull out a fan from the crowd then I looked towards the front and their was Amy and her two brothers. They were jumping up and down throwing their fists in the air. They looked like they were having the time of their life. I decided to call up Matt from the crowd since he doesn't really like me and Amy dating anywas. 

"Can I have one crazy little fan come up here today?" I yelled almost out of breath. All the fans were screaming and  raising or waving their hands in the air. "Can I have that little boy in the front?" I pointed Matt. He glared at me first then Amy carried him up and pushed him above the crowd. The crowed started surfing him towards the stage. 

"You have a favorite song, mate?" I asked him. 

"Diamonds aren't forever." Matt said into the microphone. 

"You know all the lyrics?" 

He nodded and I handed him a mic. 

"I want you to sing with me, mate!" I yelled. 

Matt started singing the lyrics while I started to scream the lyrics out. The crowd was cheering. I wanted to call Amy and her little brother to the stage but it wasn't the best idea to have a 6 year old crowd surfing. I decided that wasn't the best idea. I smiled trying to get Matt to jump around the stage. 

I headed to the edge of the stage and I jumped off into the crowd looking back and winking at Matt. I surged the crowd for awhile until I told the crowd to bring me to Amy. "See that beautiful girl towards the front of the stage? I want you guys to get me to her!" The crowd surfed me to Amy. 

I finally got to Amy. I looked over to one of the guards and gestured him to come over here. I told him to get Kyle up on stage and then I took Amy up on stage. We were all on stage. We all started jumping up and down singing other songs from the Suicide Season Album.

After the stage manager practically kicked us of stage, the guys and I packed up the stuff. Then Vic and Emma picked up Matt and Kyle so Amy and I could spend the rest of the day together. I was glad Emma and Vic were okay with us being together.

After they all left and waved goodbye, I kissed Amy. I looked down and was so nervous for what I was about to say. I was about to start shaking. I could feel the goosebumps crawl up my arm.

"I looked back up.

 "Amy. . ." 

I press my forehead on hers.

"I love you." 

Amy POV 

Oli just told me he loved me. I just kissed him not knowing what to say. I didn't know if I loved him or not. 

I was confused but I was comfortably confused.