SEVENTEEN

Chapter 33

 Alright we've finally made it to the end folks! Thank you all so much, especially those of you that have stuck with this thing from the beginning. It's been a long hard ride, but finally we're at the end! I've had fun, and I hope that you have too. And I want to thank you all for all of the love, and hits, and kudos, and comments and everything. I never really thought that it would take off like it did. I mainly just did it for fun, but it really surpassed my expectations. So thank you all again. So now I'm going to shut up now and let you all read, with the last warning of I'm not a medical professional, but I have a lot in my family so anything medical is semi-correct. Now, I'll shut up and let you read. Have a nice day, and enjoy! Stay safe out there!

-N. 

Chapter 33

   Jeonghan was beyond stunned at the news. He was pregnant. He was pregnant, and he went into Kim's office knowing that things could get tricky and inadvertently put his baby's life in danger. This kid wasn't even old enough to be considered a real person by the rest of the world's standards and he had already almost got them killed. Or had he? Was the baby okay? Were they safe, were they going to die? He knew that he would absolutely lose it if he had another miscarriage again. All that he could think about was how stupid he was for going in there without knowing for certain if he was pregnant or not. He should have checked the test. But he was just so overcome with grief and anger, and worry that it clouded his judgement on the matter. This baby wasn't even born yet and already he was screwing up their life by putting them in danger. All that he could do was hope that they were okay and that Seungcheol and Joshua weren't too upset with him about this. 

      In his panicked state, he wasn't able to register that Seungcheol was calling his name and was trying to get his attention. He was just going down a dangerous spiral, and it just kept getting faster and faster. Seungcheol, realizing that he was not going to be getting anywhere by doing what he was doing, so he reached out and grabbed the younger's hand. Jeonghan was jolted out of his head, and back to reality when he felt someone grab his hand. He whipped his head around so fast that his neck popped. Seungcheol winced at the noise that it made, and hoped that Jeonghan didn't just give himself whiplash. Jeonghan saw Seungcheol looking at him with worry in his eyes and looking down he saw that Seungcheol had his hands wrapped up in his own. Seungcheol was rubbing his thumb over the younger's hand and almost immediately Jeonghan started to calm down some. "Hey." Seungcheol said softly. Jeonghan lifted his gaze to look at his lover, and Seungcheol's gaze was as coming and soothing as it always was for him. "It's alright Hannie." He told him. And Jeonghan just nodded his head with a choked off sob.  

             Seungcheol, even though it was painful, had leaned over in his bed, and wrapped the younger man up in a hug, being careful of all of the wires that he was hooked up to. (It was a good thing that he had Chan move his bed and everything over towards Jeonghan before he left, it came in handy.) He held the younger and whispered soothing words in his ears and ran his fingers through his hair. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry.." Jeonghan sobbed out as he clung onto Seungcheol. And it broke Seungcheol's heart to see the younger so upset over all of this. He felt guilty that he had let Jeonghan go through this. When he had first woken up, Joshua had come in not that long afterwards to check on him. He had told Seungcheol everything that happened, filling in some gaps on things that Chan didn't know about. He told Seungcheol all of his injuries and for the most part he was okay, and just needed to rest and be careful how he moved, but he had antibiotics, and painkillers to make those easier. And when he had asked about Jeonghan, the look on the doctor's face told him everything. "What happened?" He asked. And Joshua told him everything. How much of a wreck Jeonghan was while he was gone. How closed off and isolated he was from everyone, even him. How he didn't sleep, didn't eat, and it was like looking at and sleeping next to a stranger those 3 days that he was gone. And he said how he came up with the plan to get him out. How well it worked. Joshua told him about Jeonghan shooting Kim in the crotch, which worried Seungcheol a bit, but after hearing what Kim said to Jeonghan he wasn't that mad. And then he was told about how Jeonghan had passed out on them, and when they got to the hospital, the rest of the members were there waiting for them. And Doyoon and Jihoon had pulled him aside and showed him the positive pregnancy test that they had found. And Seungcheol's heart sank. Joshua said that even though Jeonghan hasn't been taking care of himself the last little bit, the baby seemed fine, and healthy, thought they would still be monitoring the both of them closely just to be on the safe side.