In The Shadows

Chapter 36📱

~NAMJOON POV~

I've lost count of the days it's been since I ran away from my problems. I think it's been roughly around two weeks but I don't know. Instead of talking to Y/n I decided to run away from it all and ignore it. She doesn't need me, she has Jimin and every one else to support her so why need me?

Instead of staying around I blocked any source of connection to my brothers and travelled the world just doing my own thing. But I heard something from another demon that works for me and I couldn't help but return back even if no one knows I'm here.

I don't want them to know so that is what brought me to Y/n's bedroom as she sleeps.

None of my brothers are here which is surprising but I know Jackson is watching near by but he doesn't seem to intervene when I come to stand by her bed. Gazing down at her sleeping yet peaceful sleep.

I can feel how stressed and upset she is due to my absence but I don't see why she would be though. That I don't understand, it's not like we were that close to begin with and our actions that night that has lead us to this situation is just as surprising to me as it was to her.

At the beginning of that night, with drinking and our games it wasn't my intention to follow her to her bed and have sex with her. But something stirred in me which caused me to follow her and end up having sex which produced our child that she is currently carrying.

Another life source I can feel coming from her.

I can feel our child's presence and life inside her as well as it's heart beat. Because that child is mine, I already feel this bond towards the baby and I already know the gender but I wont tell. That will be my secret between myself and my child unless there is a time Y/n would want to know then that's a different story.

Swarmed in my thoughts, I reached down to pick up Y/n's sheets and pull them up closer to her shoulder, making sure she's warm enough even when I know she is. It's just she likes to be either cuddled or practically swaddled up in blankets.

Y/n scrunched up her nose in her sleep, letting out a small groan as she turns to face my side of the bed which only made me step back alerted in case she wakes up. But thankfully she doesn't.

"Namjoon?"

I froze when I heard his voice and instantly turned around to face him standing beside the window, gazing at my body up and down while he shifted on one foot to the other.

"You have to listen to me Namjoon. I had no other choice, if it were me it wou-"

"I don't want to hear it Yoongi. Now fuck off."

I whisper yelled at him before disappearing from the bedroom and teleported across the city to an abandoned house. It was burned down in the 1800s and no one has fixed it up since.

Letting out a growl through my frustrations I kicked over an burnt out piano, imagining it was Yoongi's face. I partly blame him for this. I don't know what the fuck he was thinking about changing our plans, our rules. Like why the fuck did it have to be me?!

"Namjoon listen to me!" Yoongi

His voice boomed through out the room but I growled and picked up an wooden chair and threw it at him but he ducked and instead it smashed into pieces from impact on the wall. I rolled my eyes at him, showing him my back as I angrily glare towards the woods outside.

"Seriously? A chair? And I thought Jungkook was the one with the anger issues." Yoongi

"Just go away and leave me alone."

I grumbled at him, hoping he would agree and just fuck off but I was mistaken. I knew he wouldn't but the hope he would was there.

"No. Clearly we need to talk. She's only pregnant so I don't see what the big deal is, all the guys are excited about it, fuck, even Jackson is too." Yoongi

I scoffed.

"Exactly.  She has all of you. Jackson the friend, you being another friend and then there's Jimin who appears as the loving boyfriend. That makes the rest of us what? Friends too? Jimin's brothers?" Namjoon

I turned around to face him angrily but my anger was too much and that caused the down pour rain outside.

"Okay now you're being childish. We are Jimin's brothers, that's a fact but if you didn't whither away we could of come up with something to tell her parents about you being the father and not Jimin. But none of that matters anymore. It's Y/n we have to focus on." Yoongi

"OF COURSE IT MATTERS!! HOW CAN I BE THERE LIKE I'M SUPPOSE TO IF I CANT ACT LIKE THE FATHER THAT I AM?!"

Yoongi sighed, shaking his head as he pinches the bridge of his nose.

"Listen Namjoon, I'm not here to fight with you. I understand what you're saying but this talk we're having, you need to have with Y/n, not me so running from it is only going to make things worse." Yoongi

Again I turned my back at him, grunting at his answer because I know it's right but I haven't got the guts to face her right now.

"Why did you change the original plan? It was suppose to be you."

I spat at him over my shoulder, throwing a glare his way before turning back to watch the heavy rain.

"Because you were more ready for that responsibility compared to myself. It was told that if it were me, she would die and I didn't want that." Yoongi

That's when I turned back around again.

"But she'll die giving birth to my child so what's the point in changing it?"

Yoongi shook his head, taking a brave step closer towards me in this small room but I don't back away instead I just watch his movements closely.

"She wont. I changed that too." Yoongi

"You did? How?"

Raising a brow towards him suspiciously. I have a idea in mind who he would of talked to, to get this done but what would of been the trade?

"I spoke to Vernon. He made the third destiny in this way Y/n will not die and she can live her life." Yoongi

"For what price? With Vernon there's always a price."

I crossed my arms over my chest staring him down as I watched him roll back his shoulders and stuff his hands into his pockets.

"It's nothing much. I didn't trade in a soul for Y/n's if that's what you're wondering." Yoongi

"Then what?"

"Only that if Y/n were to receive any pain or life threatening circumstances, the seven of us would receive that instead. You know how Vernon would love to see us suffer and this was his chance to finally see it." Yoongi

That's true, that guy hates us because nothing could ever hurt us, physically or mentally.

"So when she gives birth she wont die? But instead  we'll receive some kind of harm or something?"

He nods and somehow I felt relieved. That eased my thought filled with worries.

"Yes. Nothing will happen to her but it will happen to us. The child would kill her under normal circumstances but when that happens our energy will be drained to the point of close death just to keep her alive." Yoongi

"It'll be worth it though."

I mumbled and turned away from him. I would rather have that happen than for her to die.

"That's also why you need to come back. Y/n needs you and remember what happened to Chaewon? When she thought we weren't supportive enough and doubted our love for her. She killed herself and we cant have that happen to Y/n. Just go talk to her. Be there for her because out of all of us she needs you the most." Yoongi

I sighed, running my hands through my hair.

"Fine, I'll see if I can talk to her but that's not my only reason for coming back. Something's going on."

Yoongi formed a frown,  raising his chin intrigued.

"What's going on?" Yoongi

I took a moment for a pause, but catching his gaze that bored into mine.

"Our father is on earth and he's looking for Y/n."