In The Shadows

Chapter 33📱

~Y/N POV~

I only woke up ten  minutes ago give or take but I'm not really counting. Since I woke up I've just been sitting upright against my headboard, fiddling with my fingers as I stared off into space across my room, swarmed by my own thoughts that I almost forgot Jackson was still in the room with me.

I felt his warm hand place over mine which stopped me from picking at my fingers just as he sat next to me on the bed, coming into my side view but I didn't bother to look at him directly, only to turn my head slighting to the left as I expected him to say something right now.

"How are you feeling Y/n?" Jackson

"I'm fine."

My voice came out almost robotic like but I didn't mean it to, it's just what happened.

"I know you're physically fine Y/n but I'm talking about what's going on up there. Tell me what you're thinking." Jackson

For just a brief second I did feel his finger poke at the top of my head.

"Cant you read my mind or something?"

"I can but it would be better for you to speak about it out loud Y/n. Just tell me how you're feeling." Jackson

I plunged into my inner thoughts, finally taking note of my true emotions to this unexpected news. This whole time I've been trying to not think too much on how I feel but more on how my life is going to change the dread of telling my parents about this.

"Scared."

I mumbled and diverted my attention from my desk to my lap, finally for the first time in the last ten minutes to look somewhere else other than my desk.

"Okay, what else?" Jackson

"Angry."

I grunted under my breath, gritting my teeth together. Half angry at myself and the other part angry with either Namjoon or Jimin, I'm not too sure yet but I'm sure Jackson will know, he is my guardian angel after all.

"That's understandable. Keep going." Jackson

Jackson shuffled closer, placing his arm around my shoulder bringing me close to his side for some comfort that I most definitely needed right now.

"Terrified."

"Well I think you already mentioned that same feeling before Y/n." Jackson

"That's because I am Jackson."

Then just like that, my walls broke down and tears started streaming down my face as I covered my eyes with my hands. Jackson pulled me even more closer to him, hugging me close and resting his cheek on the top of my head as I cried in his arms.

"Y/n."

I gasped and looked up to the new voice in the room just to see Jimin standing next to the bed on my side. His saddened eyes and twisted lips he seemed quite ashamed of himself and clearly upset but a part of me felt relieved to see him here. Pushing out of Jacksons arms I leaped over the space between us on the bed and got up on my knees just to throw myself at him. Wrapping my arms around his neck as he caught me quickly but proceeded to hug me tightly in his arms and bury his face into my shoulder while I continued to cry.

The whole room was silent apart from my small sniffles, no one spoke a word until I finally calmed down enough to stop and pull away from Jimin but take his hand and pull him down on the bed to side beside me. Jimin didn't protest but stay glued to my side as we faced Jackson sitting where I once was but now he stared back at us just waiting for someone to say something first.

"I'm so sorry Y/n that this has happened but I'm here for you when you need me." Jimin

He pressed a smile towards me, smoothing his thumb over the top of my hand. I just nodded at him and wiped my eyes some more using my free hand.

"Thank you Jimin but with you saying that I guess you're not the father are you?"

My heart dropped to see him shake his head but I should of known it would of been Namjoon. Some how our connection with one another runs deeper than what Jimin and I have or any of the others. I just cant explain it.

"Yoongi?" Jackson

Jimin and I turned around to look behind us in the same direction Jackson was gazing off to just to indeed see Yoongi standing at the bottom of the bed, hands tucked into his trousers and pressing both lips together.

"Hey." Yoongi

I just waved at him but Jimin just frowned at him, staring at Yoongi intensely.

"He actually did it?" Jimin

Confused about what that could mean I looked back and forth between the two demons now both staring back at one another but Yoongi nodded and awkwardly shifted from one foot to the other.

"Yeah he did." Yoongi

"Who did what??"

Yoongi flickered his eyes to me, taking a deep breath before finally speaking out loud what he had to say.

"Namjoon left, he's gone." Yoongi

That didn't shock me in the slightest. It's not like anyone warned me this would happen but somehow I just knew deep down that he just disappeared.

"Not surprising."

I mumbled and rested my head on Jimin's shoulder.

"Jin and Jungkook went looking for him but this is Namjoon we're talking about. When he wants to disappear he's very good at it." Yoongi

"That asshole BUT, Y/n like I said I'll be there for whatever you need if that dead beat can't." Jimin

I nodded into Jimin's shoulder and just stayed contently on my spot next to Jimin. I'm still extremely upset and scared but having Jackson, Jimin and Yoongi with me right now was better than being alone in this situation.

But that doesn't escape the fact that I'm very disappointed in Namjoon, more so than before.