Dear Heart

Maybe I'm not who I once was

Niall pov

  "I remember a time. A time when there was only joy, and laughter to be heard. A family was getting along, and having their annual family night. As they played games, and listened to music, their laughter echoed around the room. Their happiness was all to see, and were thought as the "perfect family" that everyone wanted. There lifes seem perfect, and no problems ever effected them... Or so that was how it seemed, to the unexpereinced eye. Oh how perfect this little family seemed. Mothers wanted their children, to behave the way these children did. The fathers wanted exactly what the "father" had. Oh how foolish they were to believe such a thing. All families had their secrets, even the ones who seem perfect on the outside. Yet the truth may be gruesome, the lies and facade, can be even more  horrifying. It can be hunting, for all they know.

  The days would tick by slowly, as the family slowly weathered away, like roses before the winter storm. It started with the parents, the father fanished out of the blue,
then the mother started to be cold, and distant. Soon enough the children took their turn. They fought so hard, sticking to each other like glue. But slowly enough they grew older, and one had to leave the other. The little one left behind, was just a small fragile girl so scared of the world. She had to force herself to grow up, but by doing that she grew distant from the world. She was trapped inside her own body, like a prison. The demons in her head grew stronger, and her voice grew weaker. Until one day she fought those demons, and actually won.  from that day on the little fragile girl, was no longer fragile. But a strong brave girl, keeping away from everyone she met.

  Everyone thought of her as shy, weak, and babyish at first. But slowly as she started, jumping around from school to school, she became loud and confident. You would say she became cold hearted, and a jerk. But no she was just protecting herself,  putting up a wall so no one could break her again.

  She would open up, it's just no one tried to break down the poor girls walls. Except for one boy she once met, but lies were told of him to her. Soon enough she was up, and off to a new school. Like always...

The girl was put into counseling for a while after. Later she was diagnosed, with many things panic attacks among them. She adapted to them, but they still seemed to surprise her.

  Later on on in the girls life, she moved to another new school. But this one was different. She knew it was going to change your life."

  Reading this off of a piece of paper, I have found. I couldn't help but think it was about Ela. But I can't be sure, and don't want to come to any accusations. Plus it was signed with a different name.

  The name that I would question, before I went to bed at night, and every waking moment, was.....

  Hope you enjoy this chapter!! More chapters will be up tomorrow!! -Anonymouser!