Once in a lifetime / harry s.

22 ; therapy

It was Monday once again, and I had just left hell. Also known as school.

I walk into my house, kissing harry firmly on the lips as he drove off.

We spent Sunday mainly me apologizing and giving him kisses on the neck, hoping he'll forgive me. Which he soon did, as I put his hands on my ass, and let him have a squeeze.

I make my way to my room, before I hear my mom's worried voice.

"Isabel? Come here," She says, very worried.

I furrow my eyebrows, confused.

"Yeah, mom?" I ask, making my way to the living room. Where she's sitting down on the couch. I sit down across from her, and set my backpack on the ground.

"Frank came by, he actually just left. He's very worried about you, and your- your addiction-" She says, moving her fingers around.

"Addiction?" I ask, even more confused than the first time.

"You- touching yourself," She says. WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK.

"Wha- What?" I stutter, he did not tell her.

"He told me about how- Jesse.. touched you.. and you use this thing to help yourself remind you of him?" She says, and I know it's really hard for her to say and hard for me to hear. "Sweety, he's gone, just- just accept it." Hope in her voice.

I immediately stand up, tears in my eyes. "I don't want to talk about this," I say grabbing my backpack and walking away.

"Your going to therapy!" She yells, me rushing through the hallways.

I don't even bother to pay any more attention to her. I continue jogging to my room, until I reach it and enter quickly locking the room. She knocks on the door, with hope that I'll open the door. Which I don't, and within minutes she's left. And within hours I'm sleeping.

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I wake up, and turn to one of my night stands, as I grab the picture of me and Jesse.

I've always known how fucked up it is.

I mean, a bunch of people touch themselves.. but I do it to remember him. That's the exact opposite of what I should be doing it for. Actually I shouldn't even do it at all.

Some tears fall onto the photo, and I hold it tight onto my chest.

I'm going to go, I have to.

For him and for me.

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I dont know if i like dis chap yet

But oh whale

LOl

Sry guize we took long to upload.. i traveled..

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