Once in a lifetime / harry s.

11 ; old pictures

I head back to my house, and lay on my bed, grabbing my phone and heading to camera roll.

I have about a thousand pictures, most of them from Tumblr.

I start from the beginning, and almost all of the few hundred are of me and jess.

It really sucks not being able to get something like his death out of my head, but I guess I deserve it for changing our plans and making the accident happen by doing that.

I stop at a picture which I really like and it kinda makes me laugh.

We had gone to Jesse's brother's small party in his new apartment, which he had been waiting and earning a whole year to buy.

This was about a month before he left us.

I remember Jesse didn't make me stop laughing the whole day.

He kept whispering in my ear how in some years, we would have our own place as well, but that we'd skip the party and head straight to the bedroom, which made me giggle. He held on tight to my hand under the table, and as soon as the clock told us it was 10 pm, we headed out, my curfew was 10:30 pm, and Jesse always respected the rules. Well, mostly.

We walked down the hallway, him planting some kisses on my cheeks.

I took my phone out, and started taking some pictures here and there, which he didn't like, so he kept covering his face.

But as soon as we got into the elevator, he placed his hand on the bottom of my stomach and whispered "someday," making me smile.

"Today?" I ask him turning around and wrapping my arms around his neck and biting my lip.

"Babe, I already told you, when you turn 18," He smiled connecting his lips with mine.

"But they can't arrest you or anything, you're just 17. You're not legally older of age." I huff, disconnecting our lips.

"I love you," He smiles.

We stay silent for a few seconds.

"I love you too," I smile.

"Take a picture," He takes a breath.

"Oh my god, really?" I smile, I know he doesn't like pictures.

"For you anything," He pecks my lips.

I put my phone on camera, and he places his hand on my lower stomach again.

He hides his face in my hair, whispering in my ear. "You smell really good," making me smile.

I quickly take the picture, and am pretty satisfied.

I used to hate looking at our photographs. It would simply give me anxiety, but now, it's helping me try and move on from this huge loss of mine.

It's helping me love again.

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Super cheesy, WE KNOW.

Mariana was eating cheese the other day and was like "imma make it cheesy" lol idek.

This makes me wanna cry cus the world needs more guys like dis. *tears*

There's the pic guizeee, arent they cutiess, and yes, jesse is blonde.

We've been uploading more cus mariana went on vacays and we couldnt upload and now we wanna make it up.

If you have an iphone, and cant see all the pics that we upload, i suggest you reset or something the wattpad app, cus these pics are too cute *more tearssss*

lol bai

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