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Michelle
"How about I take you on a date? I mean, there will be times where I'd have to wear a disguise, because I don't want to ruin the mood by getting recognized. But, I could show you what you've been missing."
My eyes widen as I take in his words. He wants to take me out on a date?
Is he serious?
What about the contract?
What about ARMY?
They would kill me if we got found out. On top of that.. could I even get through a date with him while feeling this way? My feelings keep growing and I'm certain that at the end of the week I won't be able to hide them as much as I am hiding them now...
A smirk forms on his gorgeous lips as I stay quiet. He raises one of his eyebrows as he patiently waits for my answer. But I don't have an answer. Well.. I do have an answer. I would love to go out on a date with him. I mean.. it's Park fucking Jimin who's asking me out on a date right now! Who wouldn't want to go out with him?
"Why would you want to take me out? I mean.. there's so many other girls that are actually in your league..."
Before I can even continue with the rest of my sentence, he takes a hold of both my hands and looks me straight in the eye while angers burns in his beautiful brown orbs.
"Don't you dare to ever put yourself down like that ever again. Just because I'm out of your league, in your opinion.. doesn't mean I have the same opinion. I think you're amazing, you're talented, you're beautiful, you're sweet and kind. Just because I'm an idol, doesn't mean I'm out of your league. In fact, I think you're out of my league.. So don't ever put yourself down like that again."
My eyes are watering and I'm having trouble keeping the tears away. A soft smile plays on his lips as he moves one of his hands towards my face to cup my cheek.
"I know self love, self acceptance and self appreciation aren't things that are easily acquired. But it's worth it to work on it. Even if you like who you are, try to work on loving who you are. There's no need to put yourself down like that, because you are amazing and you deserve the world."
I sniffle as I let my tears go, I don't want to fight them. Those words, were the words that I truly needed to hear. I've been feeling insecure about my work, the fear of being fired for being friends with them has been eating away at me. The fear of messing up the designs for their studio's, even though they all are so supportive of my work, is still consuming me. Because one tiny mistake is all it takes.
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Taking Over || PJM || ✔️
FanfictionDreaming of meeting her idol while working a fulltime job where she's constantly underestimated, she ends up being given a chance to show what she's capable of. A once in a lifetime chance to finally show her boss that he's been wrong about her all...