𝔻𝕠𝕨𝕟 𝔹𝕖𝕝𝕠𝕨 [1] || bellamy b. series

Chapter 13

'Why did you come in?' I called Bellamy out. John wasn't in the right state of mind and knowing that he has a confusion of my relationship with him, who knows what he will do to Bellamy.

'I wanted to help you.'

'You're not helping.'

John sighed, 'Okay, cut the chit chat. Y/N, grab that gun.'

As I picked it up, I looked over at him. 'What do you want me to do with this?'

'Shoot Bellamy.'

I looked at Bellamy then back to John. 'I can't do that.'

He chuckles, 'You really like him don't you?'

'This isn't about who I like. You're asking me to kill someone for no reason.'

'Just do it, Reyes.' whispered Bellamy.

John aimed the gun at me, 'Do it.'

'Hey!' Bellamy yelled. 'Aim the gun at me, Murphy.'

All this time of knowing John, I've never seen him so vulnerable. Whether if it was the Skybox or me personally, something made him behave differently. I felt some responsibility; As his girlfriend, I was never there for him.

'What are you doing?' Bellamy murmured as I slowly approached John.

Ignoring him, I looked into John's eyes. 'I'm sorry I did this to you Johnathan.'

'What are you talking about?' he spoke, continuing to aim the gun at me.

'I didn't know how much you were hurt. I was your girlfriend and I should've realized it.'

John huffed. 'Didn't realize we officially broke up, Y/N.'

'You know deep down we were over since the moment we got locked up in the Skybox. We're so different now.'

'Yeah, I'm crazy and evil. I'm aware.'

'You're nothing like that, John. We're all afraid of something and we react to it in different ways. That doesn't make you crazy or evil.'

'Then why do I feel like I am?' John started to tear up.

'Because I never made you feel safe when I should of. And I'm sorry about that, I really am.'

He shook his head, 'It's not your fault, Y/N.'

'It is. I'm the one person you counted on and I couldn't be there for you.'

John lowered his gun as he started sniffling, trying to stop his tears from falling. 'I'm so sorry, Y/N.'

I hugged him as he buried his face in the crook of my neck. 'I'm sorry too.'

He pulled away from the hug, 'Bellamy. I didn't mean to drag you into my mess. I'm sorry.'

Bellamy just nodded, acknowledging his apology. John then walked over to the lever to open the dropship. Without a word, John gripped his gun tightly, walking past us then out into the woods. As I stood and watched him walk away, a grounder grabbed him into the bushes.

'Grounder.' I whispered to myself.

'What?' Bellamy asked.

'They took John.' I quickly ran up to our huge wall where we protected our camp. Looking around the bushes, I checked to see if there were anymore grounders.

Bellamy ran after me, 'Are you sure.'

Raven overheard our conversation, walking up to me and Bellamy. Even with the awkwardness seeing her after our huge fight, we had to work together to find John and protect our camp.