Anger issues || jjk

chapter 13

"WHAT?!"

"WHAT?!" jungkook and i both shouted in union grabbing everyone's attention. when I say everyone I mean everyone in the lunch hall. omfg, how many times will this happen?

"I mean, what, how... did this happen? when did this happen?!" as much as I tried to stop, I still had a crush on taehyung, he helped me and was so sweet, unlike jungkook, although I must say, jungkook has changed heeps since the first time I met him. 

both taehyung and dahyun looked flustered. "well, I didn't think you would react like that." I felt guilt course through me. i still had a crush on my best friends now - boyfriend. "I'm sorry, I'm just very shocked, i thought you would never confess."

jungkook saw my expression. i think he knew what I was feeling as well. he looked so sad. does he not like me liking taehyung or is it something else? "well, we did! it was so magical jungsoo, he's so romantic." she whispered the last part. 

i knew the guilt wouldn't stop so I asked her how it happened. "it was when we went to the shopping centre, we left you two and he asked me after like 20 minutes, it was so cute. i was looking at this Gucci bag and he bought it for me and had placed a note inside asking me." 

jungkook was quiet the whole time. 

time skip~ after lunch

I caught up to jungkook after getting my books. "HEY!" I shouted after him thinking he might stop after hearing me. he didn't. "hey, HEY!" he was still not responding. okay now I know he's doing it on purpose. what happened to make him so angry? all I know is I don't want to get hurt, i can see he's getting angrier every second. 

i finally caught up to him and grabbed his shoulder, but gently enough for him not to get scared or anything. i spun him around and looked into his eyes. they looked as if they wanted to cry. the halls were now emptying and we were almost the last people still standing. we didn't have a class together next so i had to make it quick. 

"jungkook! why won't you listen to me? i called your name so many times! you could've at least acknowledged me- AHHHHH!" wth?!

in a split second, jungkook pulled me into a room. not a classroom though, in a janitors closet, i think. What?! why am i in here? this only happens in movies or fanfictions why the hell was i pulled into here? "jungkoo-" he put his finger on my lips to shush me. it was too dark so i couldn't see his face, but i could still hear. 

his breaths were uneven and it sounded like he was crying. i was proven correct when i felt a teardrop land on my neck. Woah, was he that close? "jungkook, what's wrong?" he didn't answer. instead, he pulled me closer and laid his head on my shoulder. i could feel the warm tears on my back. i didn't know what to do but what i did know was to not push him off. 

he needed someone right now and that someone was me. I'd do anything to make him feel better right now. Woah! did i really just think that? why was i caring for him so much? 

i placed my hand on his back and patted it. after a few minutes, i could feel he was calm, much calmer than he was in the beginning. i pulled him off slowly and tried to look into his eyes. my eyes had adjusted to the light a lot more but i still couldn't see his face very well. "jungkook, you know, even though i still kinda dislike you, i think i care about you. and because of that, i want you to know that you can tell me anything. we might not be that close but i think i want to get closer to you, so please, if you have anything you feel like you need to let out, come to me. if it makes you feel better, I'll so the same. okay?" i smiled, even if he couldn't see it. 

my arms were on his arms but suddenly, i felt his hands on my arms and his pulling them off of his and onto his shoulders. he pulled me closer with my waist, his hand rested gently on my back. "i want to kiss you." 

"what?!" 

"you told me i could tell you anything. so I'm telling you, i want to kiss you." 

"jungkook i-"

"i don't want to jump on you like the first time. I'm just telling you whats on my mind right now. if you don't want to its fin-" i jumped up and pecked his lips. a soft smile was displayed on my lips. my eyes had now fully adjusted so i could see every feature of his clearly. his mouth was a little open from shock. 

i don't know what came over me either. i just felt obliged to do it. his mouth closed and opened again. "does this mean...?"

i nodded my head softly. a smile spread across his face and he leaned closer until he touched my lips. we didn't resist. his hands caressed my back and my hand travelled into and through his hair. he pushed closer to me every second. just then, he softly bit my lip asking for permission to enter. i parted my lips a little allowing him in. 

his tongue explored each corner of my mouth and i did the same. he started to play with the end of my shirt and he started to touch my stomach. i wasn't comfortable any more. i grabbed his hand and pulled away. "i don't want to go this far yet."

his eyes looked guilty. "I'm sorry! i didn't mean to go this far. of course, i won't do anything without you wanting it too. I'll wait." does this mean he wants to do this again? what does this mean for our relationship? are we just going to be friends with benefits? 

my thoughts were cut off when we heard someone try and open the door followed by someone asking themselves if they locked it before they left. AH SHIT! it was the janitor! then we heard keys jangling. 

a/n: notice how jungsoo didn't say sorry for not wanting to be touched yet? 

sorry for any mistakes and the kinda long wait :-))