Anger issues || jjk

Chapter 17

"What?" Dahyun replied.

I had told her about what was coming and on top of that I had to tell her a lot more about my life. We had been friends for maybe 11 months and all I had told her was about the trauma my old life gave me. Not very much to say the least.

"I'm really sorry about what happened in the past but you're here now so learn to be better and more powerful then them. From the time that I know you, you're capable of doing that. I really need you to do that if you want to stand up to them." She put a hand on my shoulder for encouragement.

I knew she was right but what could I do? They gave me nightmares and standing up for myself only really worked when I was with jungkook for some reason. I had to figure something out. Maybe get some anger issues from jungkook? Lol no.

Just then the thought of jungkook being there for me entered my brain. Um NO! I am not letting someone I barely know stand up for me! This was my own problem, I should let it say that way.

Time skip~ back home

My down mood was apparent as I slowly stirred the soup with my spoon. "What's wrong?" My mother asked after taking a sip of the chicken soup. She had no idea of what I had been through in my old school. All she knew was that I was doing badly and transferring would be the Better option. I never really though about the time where I would have to tell my mum, but I had never really planned it to be over chicken soup.

"Some things in school that have been bothering me." She furrowed her eyebrows at me. "Like what?" I'm really gonna have to do this right now, aren't I?

And so I did. I told her everything about my struggles in my old school, the reason I came home with bruises all on my arms and eyes sometimes. And of course she cried. She begged for my forgiveness because she had been a horrible mother who didn't even know the signs of her daughter being bullied. I re-assured her that that wasn't the case and I was just a good liar.

Tears were shed and hugs were exchanged. It was so heartfelt. For the first time in a very long time I felt like I had connected with my mum. She told me she'd help me in any way she could.
Time skip~

"Do do you have any ideas?"
"Any ideas to what?" Oh shit. It was him jimin. We had been talking about them for the past 40 minutes at lunch. Don't tell me he heard! "I heard everything." How are we gonna cover this up? "Nothing! Just some project thing..."
"Hey babe!" Taehyung came and joined after I said that. "Hey! Come sit." She scorched over a bit to make space for him. Soon enough everyone was sitting with us. I really didn't want all of them to know. I guess I'd have to finish this conversation some time else.

"Hey I'm just gonna go to the bathroom." Pulling my leg out of the tables was always my biggest pet peeve. Closing the cafeteria doors behind me, I started making my way to the toilets. The hall was empty which was why I could hear footsteps approaching me. "When we're you planning on telling jungkook?" It was jimin. "Ah- omg jimin you almost scared me to death!" His obnoxious laugh echoed through the corridor. "You heard me coming!"
"Still! I still get scared so there's no exception."
"Answer me then. When were you planning on telling jungkook?" I looked away in shame.
"Actually never but I guess now I'll have to."
"Yes you will." As soon as I was about to carry on walking, more foot steps were heard. I turned around so see again and this time it was jungkook. "Tell me what?" It was so abrupt that I just stood there for a minute or two. "Answer me then, what do you need to tell me?" I turned my head and saw jimin start to leave. "Let's go to a classroom so I tell you." I dragged him to an empty classroom so I could tell him everything.

I told him from the start. When we first kissed- the reason why I was crying that day- to why I had transferred. I was terrified of them coming and it was obvious in my tone. He pulled me into a hug. "You should know by now I could put them in a coma if I wanted, why are you worried?"
"That's the thing, I don't want someone there to protect me like I'm a little puppy that can't be touched. I've been abused by these people, now that I look back I know how I would've fixed it and protected my self. I know what I want and if it happens that I can't do it my self, I'll call you. I promise." I stuck out my pinky for a pinky promise and he locked his with mine. "I promise I'll only help you when you need it or if it looks like you can't do it yourself."

Time skip~ after school: jungkook house

"Why did you want me here again?"
"I wanted to watch a movie but not alone of course so I called you!" His smile was so cute. "Fine. Only because I have nothing to do today."
"YAYAAYAHAY!!!" He pulled my arm inside and we went all the way upstairs. "You dipshit. We forgot the snacks. Wait here, let me go get them." His house was beautiful and very confusing so I struggled finding where the popcorn cornels were. Finally, I found them right at the top where I couldn't reach. I went on top of the counter to see if I could reach like that but there was no luck. I decided to get a stick so I could push it off and catch it. I turned around and at that instant, I found myself face to face with jungkook. "I-" while he kept his eye contact with me, he reached for the cornels with ease. Damn you tall people! He placed the jar on the counter next to, not breaking eye contact for a second. His Cologne was pungent but I couldn't stop smelling it. I wanted to kiss him. His body heat was making me nervous, It was just not helping this situation. I could feel his breaths and I couldn't resist it anymore.

I smacked my lips onto his and stayed like that for a few seconds. After I pulled away I was so embarrassed so I got ready to leave. As I was trying to jump off the counter, I was stopped. By his hands on my waist. Kill me now. Actually I'm already dead. He pushed me back on the counter a bit more so I could comfortably be in between his legs. IN BETWEEN HIS LEGS!?
he kept one hand on my waist and put the other on my chin and kissed me. I was like the first time we kissed. I just wanted to melt into his touch and never let go. Everything around me stopped existing and all I knew was him. I was the first to let go. "Let's go watch that movie." I said with the straightest voice I could.

A/n sorry for it being almost a whole month and not uploading :( I was busy with my mocks but hopefully it won't happen very often. Have a good day!! Also did Mubarak since I'll be uploading this a day before!! Sorry for mistakes!!