Anger issues || jjk

chapter 8

3rd person:

"EARTH TO JUNGSOO!!! HELLOOOO!" dahyun shouted out. The girl who had just received the note from jungkook sat on her seat with her eyes wider than her eyes could actually open. She thought it was all a dream and she did not just get an invitation to jungkooks house. This cant be true!  she thought while her friend was still shouting at her. "WE NEED TO GO TO OUR NEXT CLASS!" And thats when she snapped out of it.

jungsoos pov:

"Why the hell were you frozen like that? Did something happen between you and jungkook?" 

"WHAT?! NO! why- why would anything happen between us? pffft! NO WAY would anything happen to us! What are you talking about." Shit i think i gave it away. 

"Uh-huh, nothing at all i see." dayhun said clearly not buying it. 

"Its nothing! i swear!! i just- i got scared because jungkook looked like he was going to hurt me... YEAH! like he was going to hurt me!" 

"Really? he didn't look angry. He was actually smiling when he left with tae."

"Tae?"

"Uhh, yeah... i made a nickname for him, hehe." she was making nicknames for him now? why did my haert keep wanting him even though he clearly liked dahyun?! ugh!! but... jungkook was smiling?

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I'm on my way to jungkooks house, he gave me the address on the note. I typed up the location on my phone and was paying attention to the directions when--

*BANG* "OUCH" my head hit a metal pole. more like a metal gate. more like a GIANT METAL FRONT GATE LEADING TO A MOTHERF---- MANSION?????? And the directions said i had reached my destination?! THIS WAS JUNGKOOKS HOUSE?!?!?! 

Just then, the metal gates opened and i should probably let myself in now , as i looked at the building i looked at the building infront of me, i couldnt see where i could run from just in case he was setting me up to be killed. "I'll just have to trust him i guess." 

"Hello ma'am. we've been expecting you! Please, come this way, we'll lead you to where you must go." the guy- which i guessed was the door guy- spoke to me as i approached the front gates. this guy has a door guy?!  none the less, i followed the man with a thick italian accent. "This is it ma'am, from here on im just the door man, if you need anything else there are plenty of maids here to assist you with your needs. Have a good day."

I'm all alone now. Infront of a door with no answer of what could be behind it. should i knck or not?  i dont know! isnt that a little weird? should i just wait? "Um- excuse miss, i just need to get through." I look to my side to see a woman standing with a tray full of snacks: jelly beans, crackers, cheese, cookies, gummy. So much sugar! I pushed myself back a bit and she came through. "Jungkook sir requested these to be bought up to his room for his lady guest, you arent her are you?" He'd requested them? For when i come? Why was i feeling the same sensation in my stomach the day i had my first science lesson? "Uh-um, i t'think i am..." scratching my neck, i tried not looking over into her eyes. "Oh! You are very beautiful. No wonder you're here, he never brings any girls over! You're the first according to what i can remember."

"Who are you talking to-" jungkook stepped out of his room to ivestigate the talking happened outside his door and looked straight at me. "Oh." is all he said. rude! i make all this effort to come to your house and all you can say is o- 

Just as i was about to finish my thoughts he pulled me by my arm into his room. "I'll take these," he grabbed the tray, "and you go sit there." He directioned his head towards the bed. I carefully walked over, taking ccaution in every step making sure i dont step into a trap door. Seriously! anything could happen, i mean why would he call me over then? 

"Hurry up! You're slower than my grandma!" 

"Excuse me! how do i know there's not a trap here? why else would you call me over? Not to kill me?" 

"Why would i kill you? Actually i needed you cause i needed your help with something."

"And why would you request snacks? For my last meal??!" 

"This girl! can i not want snacks? i didnt eat lunch so im hungry! Iwanted snacks! What else, why do you live in such a big house?!" he exclaimed exasperatedly.

"Why do you?" as he took in what i just and what he just said, i could see the immense discomfort in his face and eyes. I tried to drop the subject. "Anyway! Why did you all me over again?"

"Ah- yeah! um sit down first. okay good. Well, i wanted to tell you that i think taehyung likes dayun." My face fell when he said those words. Everybody knows they have feelings for each other, why can i not stop liking him. "Yes, why?"

"Well, hes my friend, i've beeen friends with him for so long and he's never had feelings for anyone, so i really want him to get the girl, since you're friends with dahyun, i was wondering if you could help?" my face fell at the thought of my crush becoming my only friends boyfriend. "Hey, why do you look so sad?" I looked up at the sound of his voice and BOY IF I COULD- 

His face was so close to me our noses were touching. Not practically BUT actually touching. i could hear his breath and feel it on my lips. Was he going to do what i think he was. DIDNT I EMBARRASS HIM INFRONT OF EVERYONE TODAY FOR THAT SAME EXACT REASON???!! i saw him glance down at my lips a few times and i couldnt help but do the same. "I haven't forgiven you for what you did to me today." shit. Can he read minds? 

i look awway out of shame, cheeks flushed. "I-" he grabbed my chin and faced me up to him again. "Wha-what are y-you do-doing..?" They were coming back. The butterflys of my first science lesson, the butterflies of us in the music room and the butterflies of him ontop of me today. 

"I want to look at you. I want to kiss you."