Anger issues || jjk

chapter 11

ugh. another week of school. 

I forced my body to get up and do my morning routine. Mondays are the worst! While drinking my breakfast milkshake I remembered the horrors of Saturday. 

I can't believe I actually believed her! If there's one thing you should know about me, it's that awkwardness is worse then getting stung by 1000 bees. When things get awkward between me and someone else I feel like dying. 

There have already been too many instances where it was awkward between me and jungkook but I've got to say this one has got to be the worst. 

~2 days ago~

"so uh-hi..."

"yeah, hi.." how could that be all we could say to each other right now? haven't we been talking a lot recently? then why is it so awkward today?! "why do you think they did that huh?" he asked me as I sipped on my drink and became hyper-aware of all the bubbles in it. "I actually have no idea. do you think they planned to do this?" 

"I don't know, maybe." silence. Complete silence. The rest of the time we spent in the café was excruciatingly quiet. An occasional "hows school?" or "this place is cool." was the absolute worst. I might sound a bit dramatic but I really was terrible. People started to stare because of our awkward coughs and our loud sipping. And the best part was, dahyun and taehyung never came back, we had to leave ourselves. 

And when we did, well that was a story for another day. 

No, it isn't, he asked me if I needed a ride and I said no so he got in his car but I actually needed a ride because I had never been to this mall and I had no idea how to get home and I think jungkook knew because he just stayed in his car like he was waiting for me to get in and then when  I started to approach his car, he rolled down his window and laughed. THIS MOTHERFUCKER LAUGHED. "I knew you would so I stayed." yeah well no shit sherlock I think I guessed that 5 minutes ago.  huffing, I got into his car with my arms crossed. 

"you- actually nevermind." what? I looked at him in anger but had some confusion mixed in my facial expression. Abruptly, his face got close to mine. my eyes widened and my breathing stopped. he didn't seem to notice though because he went further. to grab my fucking seatbelt. 

Wait. he was about to tell me to put it on but he decided to do it himself. strange. what reason would there be for that? My heartbeat was still pumping at maximum speed and I think he noticed because only a second later he locked eyes with me. it was the same expression he had that day on his bed. 

I could hear his heartbeat as well. it was just as fast as mine. if not, faster. Why were we both this nervous? he started to lean closer. I could feel his breath on my nose. we both closed our eyes and got closer and closer to each other. but nothing came.

I waited a few seconds and then opened my eyes. Jungkook's seatbelt wouldn't go any further. wow, just wow. there's always a trick to these kinds of things aren't there? 

he got back to his original position and started to drive. 

taehyungs pov: 

we ran out as fast as we could so they couldn't stop us with there questioning. we reached a clothing shop and started window shopping. more like dahyun started window shopping. "OOO I like this!" she pointed at this bag. it was a Gucci bag. She knew what she was talking about. "I'll buy it for you." I insisted. of course, she knew I was rich but she still said I shouldn't. That wouldn't stop me from buying it for her. 

I told her to stay outside and she had no choice but to listen to me. I went in and I bought the bag. I also told the clerk to put a not in the bag. "thank you so much!" I left the store and handed the bag to dahyun. She of course scolded me for buying the bag for her but took it in the end. "You really didn't have to, how am I supposed to pay you back, it's not like I have 1000 dollars just in my bank account." she laughed and admired the bag. "look inside, that's how you can pay me back."

"I watched, amused, as she looked at me with confusion but did what I said anyway. "there's a note." I smiled. "read it, but read it out loud."

"Hey, I know we have been friends for a while but I don't think I want to stay friends anymore... WHAT?! You want to be like boyfriend and girlfriend?! am I dreaming?! Are you actually asking me out?!" I shook with laughter. 

"If it's okay with you... yes. I want to be boyfriend and girlfriend, so will you be my girl-" 

"YES YES YES!!! OMG why wouldn't I?! I've liked you for the longest time as well. Is this real reality?! OMG do something to tell me I'm not dreaming!" I smirked. 

without hesitation, I leaned in and kissed her. we both pressed in and if you think human bodies couldn't be closer, you were wrong. We savoured the moment as if it would be our last and couldn't let go. Until we ran out of breath.  "Seems like reality to me." she blushed. She was so cute when she blushed. I couldn't resist pinching her cheeks. I had dreamt of this moment for years and it was finally a reality. we were finally together.

Jimin's pov: 

"oh hey, taehyung!" I exclaimed as he walked into my house. "hey! I have some great news! Me and dahyun are together!" My eyes broadened in shock. "REALLY?! Good for you bro! I really wish you two a long and happy relationship! finally bro! it took you long enough. But how did it happen?"

"well, we planned to somehow get jungkook and jungsoo alone together remember? when we left the two, I finally asked her!" well I'm really happy for you. let go get ice cream to celebrate."

Jimin's thoughts: I wonder what excuse jungkook is gonna use to spend more time with jungsoo now. 

a/n: so sorry for such a long wait for the update! time keeps going so quickly istg it does not feel like I haven't updated in 2 weeks. also sorry for any mistakes or if it doesn't make sense I kinda rushed it!