Anger issues || jjk

Chapter 4

"What do we have next?" I asked dahyun while opening my locker. "Umm I think it's art.... yeah! Art, music then it's lunch." I processed the information. Hey, at least there was music on my first day. A little fact about me, I want to be a producer when I grow up so music is really fun for me.

As we walked to our next period, dahyun couldn't keep her mouth shut. "OMG did you hear what taehyung said his type was?! I think he was describing me! No, I know he was describing me! Ahhh!!! Jungsoo? Can I tell you a secret?" This put me out of my trance and I replied with a yes. "Well, I know we only met today but I have a feeling we'll be best friends forever sooo I'm gonna tell you this okay?" I laughed at how long she was making this. "Just tell me! I promise I won't tell anyone it!" She sighed heavily and prepared herself.

"I like taehyung." My heart stopped. What? How? Why? When? And how could I be so blind OF COURSE she liked him! It was so obvious but I didn't see it and now...
"O-omg! Really! How did I not k-know!?" I faked a surprised look. I can't believe I liked a boy that clearly liked my friend. Why did I hurt myself like this. It always happens anyway. Taehyung wasn't going to like me anyway, nobody would, why did I even think about it. "Yeah, I've like him for 2 years now, and I think he likes me back!"
"Of course he does! Haven't you seen the way he looks at you! And his ideal type totally describes you!" Wow I'm good at this faking game. And just like that, we started talking about all the other guys ideal types and who dahyun thought they were because I've only been in this school for 3 hours. Just before we reached the classroom, jungkook walked up to us. "Move." He aggressively pushed through us and entered the mother f-ing classroom. Great another lesson with him in it. "Oh yeah, I forgot about jungkook!" Dahyun remembered. "I'll think about how it is and I'll tell you after class okay?" I nodded in agreement.

As I entered the classroom, dahyun went to her seat and I stood at the front. I looked around the room to only see 1 seat available. "Looks like there's only one seat left, jungsoo, go sit opposite jungkook." FOR THE LOVE OF- calm down jungsoo, calm down. It's only an hour, you don't even need to make direct eye contact, or any contact at all. Convincing myself that it'll be fine, I walked up to my seat and calmly sat down. The lesson started and we were going to be drawing. I was always shit at drawing, literally, I couldn't even write my name until I was 7. That's how bad I was, I couldn't even write! For the beginners, aka me, we were given a template to trace and just fill in with different styles like henna and stuff like that. Others had to draw it freestyle. I don't know I'm no artist.

I was fixed on tracing this one thing correctly and I was not joking. Tongue out and all. And just as I'm about to finish successfully, I hear a giggle and I loose focus and I mess up. AGH! Who did that! I look up to see jeon-mother fucking-kook— laughing. As much as I didn't want to interact with him, I wasn't just gonna let myself be downgraded like that. I looked at his paper and saw something worthy of $1billion. Okay jeon jungkook! Only cause your great at art now as well, doesn't mean you can laugh at others. "Don't laugh at me!" He just continued laughing. "Hey! I said stop, it's not funny!"

I started remembering what he said his ideal type was. Cute, Shorter than him and musically talented. So basic. Who could that be? I'd have to get that answer from dahyun. The laughter stopped and I drew my attention back to him. "I was just joking don't cry." Who said anything about crying. Ohhhhh, it was probably because I stopped talking and started thinking. Gosh all I've really thought about today is jungkook. And it's also only my first day. "N-no it's oka- I'm sorr- ugh just leave it." I awkwardly replied and carried on with my drawing. After that though, I couldn't concentrate. I felt like somebody kept staring at me or something. Or butterfly's in my stomach. And I kept wanting to look at jungkooks drawing. Enough times that he noticed.

"Like what you see?" Oh- was not expecting. "Uhh yeah. It's actually really good." I answer after being a bit taken aback. "Thanks but I don't need your ugly eyes to look at it, I might ruin it then." RUDE. I was complimenting the man and he answers with this. "F-Fine! I didn't even like it in the first place!" I turned away completely so my back was practically facing him. This guy is so frickin rude there is literally no point. My eyes aren't even ugly there the same colour as his-wait why do I know his eye colour already! Ughhhhhhhhhh jungsoo stop!

It was already the end of the period and I got up from my stool with a sore butt. How can they expect students to just sit there for an hour?! The audacity! As I was walking to the blue door of the classroom dahyun called out. "Hey jungsoo Wait for me!" And I turned around to a happy looking dahyun. "I figured it out!" What? "Figured what out?" We were walking at this point, walk-in to our next lesson. "You know," whispering the next part: "jungkooks ideal type!" Oh yeah! She was supposed to do that! "Oh yeah! So who do you think it is?" I grabbed my water bottle to take a sip. 

"You might be shocked but I think it might be you!"