Our Dream - A Hogwarts Story - DISCONTINUED

3rd year - Chapter 41

For the next few months my weeks were the same;

Monday – Breakfast. Classes. Lunch. Classes. Dinner. Watch Quidditch practice.

Tuesday – Breakfast. Classes. Lunch. Classes. Dinner. Study in library with Hermione and Bekki.

Wednesday – Breakfast. Classes. Lunch. Study. Dinner. Talk with Ginny and sometimes the twins.

Thursday – Breakfast. Classes. Lunch. Classes. Dinner. Meet with Poppy.

Friday - Breakfast, classes, lunch, classes, dinner. Meet with Snape. Relax in my room by myself.

Saturday – Breakfast. Hogsmede. Dinner with uncle Lupin and brothers. Chill with friends before bed.

Sunday – Chill through the day and then visit Sirius for a couple of hours. Send letter to my dad for a weekly update.

It feels nice having a routine. It may be repetitive but it keeps me sane and makes me feel calm about everything. At first the meetings with Snape were kind of awkward but now they are more comfortable and we talk more each time. I’ve learned a lot about him and his past which was really interesting.

We are now in April. I’ve told my brothers about Sirius and it seems they believe me and that Alec and Connor remember some of the time we all spent together. When I told him this he seemed to get really happy and emotional. He let a few tears shed as well when I brought them to see him. They go to see him separately so he is rarely alone which I am thankful for. My friends have noticed my disappearance but haven’t asked me about anything.

Right now I’m sitting in the common room trying to celebrate and be happy for Gryffindor winning the Quidditch cup for the first time in like 6 years or something. It’s difficult to do that since I wasn’t on the team this year but I’m happy for everyone, I just can’t wait till next year where I can actually get back on a broom and play. When they had won earlier in the day I ran over to them and pulled them all into hugs. I didn’t sit up in the stands mainly because I can’t walk up that many stairs.  Speaking of stairs, getting to classes is becoming difficult but I am not stopping unless I am told multiple times. Being almost 7 months pregnant in a big castle is a bitch honestly.

I’m sat in the corner watching everyone celebrating. I couldn’t sit here anymore so I told the twins I was going for a walk to cool down. They tried to come with me but I assured them that I was fine. George agreed quicker than Fred and I’m pretty sure he thought of trying to follow me but I’m assuming that George told him no.

All I’ve been doing lately is my routine except I stopped catching up with friends it just got a little too tiring is all. So when they are all down talking in the common I sit in my room and listen to music. Mostly playing Queen and Ozzi albums but I also got this other record just a single one. ‘Chelsea Dagger’ by The Fratellis. It’s quite a good song but I can’t dance to it like I would have. For me being such a little person it seems my bump is taking over my body and I’m seriously considering stopping going to my classes soon. But that would be a conversation for another day.

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It’s been about a month since Gryffindor celebration and I still haven’t told any of my friends how I had felt. It was stupid to get upset with my friends because I can’t play. It’s not like they could do anything about it anyway. They’ve all tried to speak to me about how I’m feeling but I don’t want to burden them anymore, I’ve been doing it all year and the only person I actually tell what I’m feeling to is Uncle Sirius. He understands what it’s like to be alone more than anyone else.

It’s nice to talk about things with him, I feel like we are getting closer now. Although I wish I could bring down Uncle Lupin so he could see his friend. I know they both miss each other but Uncle Lupin still thinks he sold out James and lily and I’m afraid if I tell him he wouldn’t believe me and then go hunting for Sirius himself.