Just A Little Bit Of My Heart

Fake a Smile

I know you hate me
But that's okay because
I hate myself too

I thought you loved me
But to say the least I was a fool

You said that you'd
Always have my back
Now here I am
Feeling scared of how I feel
Because of you

So I'll let my silent tears
Flow as I sleep during the night
And when I wake up I'll just
Fake a smile

Nobody even cares to notice
Nobody even cares at all
Nobody sees through my tear stained cheeks
Nobody sees the cuts and scars on my wrist screaming for help

I guess I'm stuck here
I guess I'm stuck forever
Trapped in the corner with no way out
I just want to shut everything out

It's just a matter of seconds before I'm on the floor again
Drowning and sinking in my own head
Bleeding and screaming my lungs out for help
But

Nobody even cares to notice
Nobody even cares at all
Nobody sees through my tear stained cheeks
Nobody sees the cuts and scars on my wrist screaming for help

So I'll let my silent tears
Flow as I sleep during the night
And when I wake up I'll just
Fake a smile

Nobody even cares to notice
Nobody even cares at all
Nobody sees through my tear stained cheeks
Nobody sees the cuts and scars on my wrist screaming for help

So I'll let my silent tears
Flow as I sleep during the night
And when I wake up I'll just
Fake a smile

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Yep. I'm not okay. Nope. Writing didn't help this time either.

Yep. The ones you love the most are also the ones who hurt the most.

Thank you, to whoever reads this, for reading it.